Have I finally found the one It sure feels that way Nothing is the way it was before I feel hope again I felt it as soon as he walked through my door I see a new path before me Instead of walking blindly I have found my way To do what I was meant … Continue reading A new path
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Today
I’ve been avoiding the sunlight I’ve been avoiding my life I am so tired of many things Most of all I am tired of myself Tired of the shame Tired of the pain Tired of existing as I am What is the point of life If I am unable to live it Why give me … Continue reading Today
Walk away
My perception sees wrong intention Is my perception real Is this sinking feeling justified Take take take That’s what I see She takes takes takes Until there is only a shell of me I used to want to give But sometimes giving is not enough I realize today That sometimes the only answer Is to … Continue reading Walk away
Never ending nothing
I am lost again today I am just a hole A black mass Of never ending nothing Never ending nothing Nyx
I will not be consumed by darkness
Today I felt myself fall backward Into the sadness and the pain The longing to escape was so great Even greater than my own self hate Slowly I took myself away from the darkness Because I had to Instead of thinking of the sadness Instead of thinking of the things I have lost I thought … Continue reading I will not be consumed by darkness
The rising sun
In the end I see Clear blue skies await me With every rising sun As a new day has begun I have hope in my heart Hope I did not have before After every battle I have fought and won Finally peace finds me with the dawn of this new sun Nyx
Finding strength
More than I ever have I have to find the strength I have to believe That I can be better That I can live my life some day Without the pain I felt before With every decision I make With everything that I have left to give I rise today for you For those who … Continue reading Finding strength
Death and comfort
You are dead to me Because that’s the way it needs to be Get the hell away from me Before I make you hurt You don’t want to feel the way that I do Just get the hell away from me That’s all I ask of you Nyx
My home
Seconds pass into minutes Minutes pass into hours Hours pass into years Will I ever really be ok I have faced my fears I have seen it all There is nothing that anyone can do To stop me today Time is passing so quickly Memories are fading away What I have longed for I have … Continue reading My home
This is not the end
I have lived a lonely life Many have come and gone But Jack my dear you stood out With all your smiles and your cheer You became my friend Within moments of meeting me It was your actions, not your words That showed me who you are A beautiful soul who embraces life You have … Continue reading This is not the end
Words From The Borderline 
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