My guardians of the night 

I write these lines to my guardians  For the people who saved my life  I will never forget you  I owe my strength  I owe my hope in humanity  To each and every one of you  To those who have fought for me  For those who stood beside a lost child  For those who showed … Continue reading My guardians of the night 

I’m a dreamer 

With the ups and downs I see Hills and mountains laid out before me Here and there I find a path  Here and there I find a stream  Every now and then a valley  Like a story book from a dream I cherish these moments  They are rare  When I suffer I take myself there  … Continue reading I’m a dreamer 

I rise 

Once again I rise with hope in my heart  That today will be better than yesterday  That I will not fall into despair  That I will not long for sleep  That I will not pray for peace  I may be lost  I may be broken  I may have lost the words to say  Words I … Continue reading I rise 

Trust

Through the ups and downs I see A hand reached out beside me  I hesitate but take this hand  Trusting him to catch me before I land 

Leave me where I stand 

As the sun rises As the sun sets Darkness stands beside me Placing bets Will she join me Will she walk away I look at him and see the agony in the dark I let go of his hand Not today darkness Leave me where I stand Nyx

Breaking point

At one point or another  I think we all break down I have reached a breaking point  My emotions have drained me dry  At this moment I will let myself cry  Nyx 

Free Fall

There it is again The calm that slows my beating heart I am so grateful for the sound of music as it soothes my soul It fills the void... the sinking growing black hole Today it's Tom Petty that makes me smile Telling me to free fall out into nothing To jump and leave this … Continue reading Free Fall

My best friend #2

In my darkest hour I cling to him My best friend...my kin What would I do without him Nyx

Loved beyond time

I want to be loved beyond measure I want to feel completely happy and free I want to hold the hand of my one true love and feel him beside me I want to smile and laugh I want to run into his arms I want that moment to last forever I want that moment … Continue reading Loved beyond time

Another place and time

Today my heart feels heavy...with sadness and pain  Sometimes I wish I could float away...  Live a life in another place...in another time  Be with people who love me...be with a family that is mine A family that loves me through the good and bad days...a family who will stand beside me till the end  … Continue reading Another place and time