And scream And scream some more Nyx
Once again I long for death Devastated and broken By what I have spoken To someone who cared about me Sometimes I wonder if the pain will rip me apart Sometimes I wonder if the pain will stop my heart What would I be If I was not me Darkness and pain Fire and anger … Continue reading Dear God
Push him out Let him in Push him out Let him in Pain Emptiness More pain I wish I could change But I’ll probably just stay the same I had a taste of my addiction Now it’s gone I just want to be dead Nyx
How do I make it stop How do I escape This hell that is my fate Nyx
Up and down Down and up Why can’t they stay the same These emotions That I just cannot contain It is a form of torture I wish on no one I do not know how to stop them They come and then they go This is what happens when I stop moving This is when … Continue reading Pray for peace
I sit here numb To everything around me I feel the world cave in As I look down at the water I feel the apathy As I make my choice A choice I have made before With every closing door I take one last moment To let myself feel the pain It cuts so deep … Continue reading Pandora’s box
I feel my body as it starts to shut down In this moment I have no hope I find no ground I fall into the darkness Into the abyss of my mind I no longer care I have no sense of time I no longer hope I no longer fear All I do is sit … Continue reading Into the abyss
The panic hits me Then I crash I cannot control it There is no turning back It starts like a tidal wave Rising and turning My chest starts to pound Then it starts burning I breathe in the air I listen for a sound I feel the world close in around me As the air … Continue reading No control
The anxiety smoothers me I can no longer breathe Survival is what I need In order to succeed The struggle to keep my head above water It gets harder everyday If only I could find someway To assure I will make it If only I could find someway To feel safe again As my breath … Continue reading I have to prevail
Sometimes despair drags me down Through this haze of memories Through years of turmoil My body sinks Until it is anchored down Then the room fills with water As I lay chained to the ground Once again I gulp for air Until I can no longer breathe This is when the emptiness comes This is … Continue reading When my soul is gone
Words From The Borderline 
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