Help

I feel my body weighed down  It is so hard to walk  It is so hard to breathe  This weight it crushes me  Weighs me down from the outside in  At this moment I feel nothing  I am just pushed down by it all  Gulping for air  With no cry for help  No way to … Continue reading Help

Leave me where I stand 

As the sun rises As the sun sets Darkness stands beside me Placing bets Will she join me Will she walk away I look at him and see the agony in the dark I let go of his hand Not today darkness Leave me where I stand Nyx

What is left of me

No one will find me  No one will see  What I leave behind  When I am gone  No one will see  What is left of me  Nyx

I long for peace

I sit here and I dream  About a life without the pain  On the inside I just scream  In my chest it is always the same  The pain stabs through my heart  It tears right through my soul  Taking everything that I am  Until I lose control  My mind shuts down  My stomach turns  As … Continue reading I long for peace

Breaking point

At one point or another  I think we all break down I have reached a breaking point  My emotions have drained me dry  At this moment I will let myself cry  Nyx 

Only the lonely

Sometimes loneliness is all I feel It takes away the numbness and let’s the pain out Just as the thunder strikes before the rain pours down This is what it feels like as I start to drown That jerk from the thunder is all I get Before I am suffocated.. falling in the pit Nyx … Continue reading Only the lonely

My Old friend Darkness

Hello darkness my old friend.. I knew you'd find me in the end I saw you creeping... slowly waiting For me to get pushed down in despair And then I knew that you my old friend..would be there To pull me back into the shade To take me away and let me fade Into the … Continue reading My Old friend Darkness