I die a little more inside Every single day What will be left of me Once my body starts to decay Who will stay beside me Who will take my hand As the bones turn into ash As time trickles out like sand As the pain subsides As I start to let go Will there … Continue reading Who will stay beside me
despair
The bridge
I see the bridge So beautiful So bright It lights up the sky On the darkest night At my darkest hour This is where I fall Into Pandora’s box There is no night There is no day This is where I rest This is where I stay Disclaimer This is not a reflection of me, … Continue reading The bridge
No one left
My world has changed again Trying to find my home Feeling so alone The air sweeps me off my feet I feel defeated, I just want to sleep Where do you go When you no longer know Where you belong No one sees me As I fade away There is no one watching There is … Continue reading No one left
Together we descend
I watch as the skies fade into gray I am so tired of fighting alone This is just the way it has to be Alone I wonder into the abyss Darkness follows behind Playing his role in kind This I am ok with Because I know Darkness is part of my mind There is no … Continue reading Together we descend
Strength
The heaviness wears me down All I want is sleep I fight through another day Dreaming of an empire I will build But I may not make it Before my skin starts to decay I may not make it Before the lights fade To the dimmest shade of grey I try not to dream of … Continue reading Strength
The tears I have not shed
For the arms I have not felt For the tears I have not shed For the loneliness your absence brings For the years of torment and pain I hope you got what you needed from me I hope what you stole was worth it to you You created a monster that day The day you … Continue reading The tears I have not shed
No goodbyes
I feel another piece break off It crumbles before it hits the ground How I wish there was nothing left How I long to cease to exist The pain it cuts so deep I will never find the peace I seek I just want to fade away No more sorrow No more pain Please just … Continue reading No goodbyes
Lost in the dark
I am lost in the dark Running so far It's never fast enough To forget what I have seen Never fast enough To forget who I thought you were I thought that I would be true to you No matter what you do I was wrong Nyx
To be free
I feel so heavy So weighed down I feel the darkness Rise above my head Pulling me further Filling me with dread Maybe I will make it Maybe I will not Maybe I will find a way To fix myself again Maybe I will wake up When all I want is sleep Maybe I will … Continue reading To be free
When my soul is gone
Sometimes despair drags me down Through this haze of memories Through years of turmoil My body sinks Until it is anchored down Then the room fills with water As I lay chained to the ground Once again I gulp for air Until I can no longer breathe This is when the emptiness comes This is … Continue reading When my soul is gone
Words From The Borderline 
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