I am lost again today I am just a hole A black mass Of never ending nothing Never ending nothing Nyx
depression
I will not be consumed by darkness
Today I felt myself fall backward Into the sadness and the pain The longing to escape was so great Even greater than my own self hate Slowly I took myself away from the darkness Because I had to Instead of thinking of the sadness Instead of thinking of the things I have lost I thought … Continue reading I will not be consumed by darkness
Mantra for today
Protect Your Peace Nyx
Let the games begin
Some days are so hard When my mind is against me Making things harder than they need to be So I fight to stop these thoughts It seems I never really win I rise again today Let the games begin Nyx
Facing fear
This was the first year of my life That I stopped the cycle The cycle that led me back To the high of the chase Then the low from the agony There has been a void That my mind used to fill I have lived this year Facing the thing I fear the most I … Continue reading Facing fear
This is not the end
Today I feel so lost I used to be so sure of my direction Where I was going Who I was Who I wanted to be Now I feel myself grow tired Of the frustration each day brings Wondering what is happening to me Feeling this lack of security It is tearing me apart Indecision … Continue reading This is not the end
Self hate
I listen as the world moves around me Self hate is boiling inside Bubbling over into reality Nyx
Embrace the darkness
Once again I embrace the darkness As alone as I have always been He is the only comfort I know The only one who never leaves I hear the world outside A world I do not belong in I belong with darkness He never lets me down I sit here waiting Knowing he will come … Continue reading Embrace the darkness
A bird with a broken wing
I had to let you go That short lived feeling Has long passed I need to find a way To be ok today I need to find a way To stop the pain again What the hell do I do When all I want is to escape To feel something else Besides this eternal heartache … Continue reading A bird with a broken wing
Blood of my blood
I had to let you go again Blood of my blood Torn from me you will always be By no fault of yours Just the choice to love one of the destroyers of my life A destroyer I will never forgive A monster only I can see Who cradles you in her arms Nyx
Words From The Borderline 
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