Today I have fallen Into my darkest hour I know longer want to be me The pain is so great It tears me apart Yet here I remain Waiting for it to stop Waiting to become numb I can no longer bear it This pain I feel inside I have lost my hope I have … Continue reading Breathe
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Treading water
Today I feel broken As I push myself to do What needs to be done Once again relying on no one Every turn leads to a wall Before the foundation gives Before I fall I see the water below It lies beneath as the ground gives way I am treading water today Nyx
All I need
I thought I was lost before That was before I opened the door There is no foundation There is no ground I have been looking But I have not found That hand to catch me As I free float in the air All I want is someone to love me All I need is someone … Continue reading All I need
No one
I feel the ice Pressed against my skin I feel the air compress As my chest caves in I hear myself As I gasp for air There is no one there Nyx
God give me strength
How much more Can I take I just do not know I feel ripped to the core I care about nothing I am so close to ending it God give me strength I’ve been fighting for so long God give me the strength To go on Nyx
Because of you
I have lost faith in the world Because of you I believe in nothing Because of you You had a mouth full of promises But a pocket full of secrets All the lies that you told me All the things that I did not see They almost caused my demise Why couldn’t I see it … Continue reading Because of you
Pandora’s box
I sit here numb To everything around me I feel the world cave in As I look down at the water I feel the apathy As I make my choice A choice I have made before With every closing door I take one last moment To let myself feel the pain It cuts so deep … Continue reading Pandora’s box
Overcome
Beneath it all I try to find hope I try to find a way to overcome this Depression Nyx
Into the abyss
I feel my body as it starts to shut down In this moment I have no hope I find no ground I fall into the darkness Into the abyss of my mind I no longer care I have no sense of time I no longer hope I no longer fear All I do is sit … Continue reading Into the abyss
Depression
Today I feel so hollow The depression it hits me hard There is no thought There is no action That makes me feel this way It is just a feeling that I live with Every single day Sometimes I forget Until I sit still Then I realize that this depression It is real There is … Continue reading Depression
Words From The Borderline 
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