Once again I long for death Devastated and broken By what I have spoken To someone who cared about me Sometimes I wonder if the pain will rip me apart Sometimes I wonder if the pain will stop my heart What would I be If I was not me Darkness and pain Fire and anger … Continue reading Dear God
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Existing
I kind of want to die again It’s been a little while It’s very hard to be alive right now Its very hard to exist as myself in this current state that I am in Should I do something Should I help others in some way Or have I already said All there is to … Continue reading Existing
Embrace the darkness
Once again I embrace the darkness As alone as I have always been He is the only comfort I know The only one who never leaves I hear the world outside A world I do not belong in I belong with darkness He never lets me down I sit here waiting Knowing he will come … Continue reading Embrace the darkness
Trapped in hell
I hear the gate slam As I fall into the flames All I feel is emptiness and pain I lie in the darkness No longer wanting to exist in this world With the gate slammed shut I find my resolve I have accepted my fate I can not save myself From my own mind I … Continue reading Trapped in hell
I can’t wait for that last tick
I hear the tick Of each moment in time It comforts me I know that with each tick I come closer to my end I can’t wait for that last tick Tick tock Nyx
Darkness please come
I long for the darkness to take me there Away from this life I can no longer care About what exists outside these walls All I want right now is to never wake up Darkness please come Darkness please take me away I give up You have won today Nyx
Welcome to my reality
Imagine the worst pain you have ever felt When your heart was broken When you were broken Imagine having that pain Over and over again Every single day All due to the words of someone else Whoever is filling the void My unattractive sickness Is that what you see Welcome to my reality Nyx
Away from the light
At this moment all I yearn for is death All I yearn for is peace Peace from the darkness that haunts me Peace from the pain What I would not give for eternal rest To not wake up tomorrow To not have to pretend To just say good bye to yesterday And cease to exist … Continue reading Away from the light
Hello Darkness
Hello Darkness there you are Just in time to pull me down I see you creeping in the shadows Waiting for your chance Come on darkness grab me now Take me to another place Take me to another time Take me with you down below Take me slowly so I don't know Listen now as … Continue reading Hello Darkness
Slipping Away
At this moment I care about nothing I fall into the darkness willingly Waiting for the arms of my darkness to embrace me I feel myself slip away from this world and fall into his In the end he is always there Waiting for me to see, that there is no one else Just him … Continue reading Slipping Away
Words From The Borderline 
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