I climb out of the dark Just to be pulled back in Another day has dawned Let the games begin
darkness
As my heart peels away
I watch as the sun rises I watch as the sun sets I can not help but wonder Is this as good as it gets These moments here and there These moments when I find my way These moments when I write to you When I show you the way I wear my heart on … Continue reading As my heart peels away
Away from the light
At this moment all I yearn for is death All I yearn for is peace Peace from the darkness that haunts me Peace from the pain What I would not give for eternal rest To not wake up tomorrow To not have to pretend To just say good bye to yesterday And cease to exist … Continue reading Away from the light
Help
I feel my body weighed down It is so hard to walk It is so hard to breathe This weight it crushes me Weighs me down from the outside in At this moment I feel nothing I am just pushed down by it all Gulping for air With no cry for help No way to … Continue reading Help
Leave me where I stand
As the sun rises As the sun sets Darkness stands beside me Placing bets Will she join me Will she walk away I look at him and see the agony in the dark I let go of his hand Not today darkness Leave me where I stand Nyx
What is left of me
No one will find me No one will see What I leave behind When I am gone No one will see What is left of me Nyx
I long for peace
I sit here and I dream About a life without the pain On the inside I just scream In my chest it is always the same The pain stabs through my heart It tears right through my soul Taking everything that I am Until I lose control My mind shuts down My stomach turns As … Continue reading I long for peace
Darkness follows continued…
Darkness will follow me wherever I go In the end everyone goes away Darkness tells me so Darkness is not my enemy He is my reality I try to push him aside But he always finds a way He inflicts the pain He sees my weakness He sees my shame He knows the apathy is … Continue reading Darkness follows continued…
Free Fall #2
Sometimes I wonder if I am being tested To see just how much I can take Sometimes I just do not understand Why I never seem to land It is just a constant free fall Never ending emptiness My feet never find the ground All I feel is everything pushing me down What I would … Continue reading Free Fall #2
I wish for peace tonight
The loneliness grips my beating heart It crushes my chest It rips me apart When I sit still it all comes back All the pain All the heartache Everything that has been done Everything that I wish I did Sometimes I wish I could delete my mind Sometimes I wish I could go back in … Continue reading I wish for peace tonight
Words From The Borderline 
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