No one

There is no one here To hold my hand There is no one here To tell me everything will be ok There is no one here To hold me and let me cry There is no one here To stop me from destroying myself Nyx

Let go

I barely make it through Everything that I do No matter what I have done I have yet to feel the sun It does not shine upon my face There is no warm welcoming embrace As I find myself here There is no one near No one to wipe away my tears No one to … Continue reading Let go

Walk away

I see those eyes Glare through the night The blue so beautiful and bright Beyond those eyes A hollow soul lies With no empathy or emotion No capability of devotion A predator waiting for prey He eats you Then tosses you away You will pine for him Because he draws you in His fake smile … Continue reading Walk away

There is only rain

The loneliness It cripples me People only care To some degree I see this when they walk away Because they always leave Today there is no light Today I cannot see There is only darkness There is only pain There are no roses There is only rain The agony is always there When I let … Continue reading There is only rain

You are not alone

The best poets Are the most tortured souls At least that is what I believe The ones who suffer everyday Longing for the pain to subside Hoping that someday they find away To feel the peace they seek everyday In the meantime just know That I hope you find that love you need That I … Continue reading You are not alone

Inside the flame

All that was left of her Were ashes in the breeze She fell to her knees But no one heard her cries No one heard her pleas She slowly burned away The pain was too great She could no longer stay She told herself to let go To let the fire blaze inside Then she … Continue reading Inside the flame

Dark thoughts

When I sit still Some times the pain is just too much I do not know what to do I no longer have words to say The pain hits me Every single day I do not want to think I do not want to cry All I want to do Is say goodbye Nyx

Breathe

Today I have fallen Into my darkest hour I know longer want to be me The pain is so great It tears me apart Yet here I remain Waiting for it to stop Waiting to become numb I can no longer bear it This pain I feel inside I have lost my hope I have … Continue reading Breathe

Pandora’s box

I sit here numb To everything around me I feel the world cave in As I look down at the water I feel the apathy As I make my choice A choice I have made before With every closing door I take one last moment To let myself feel the pain It cuts so deep … Continue reading Pandora’s box

Falling

I feel myself falling Further and further When does it end When do I hit the ground Nyx