Darkness # 4

Need to stay in motion  Need to pass the time  If I don't he will catch me  He will creep into my mind He brings back the pain...takes me back in time  So I continue to move too fast  My mind spins so quickly... I forget what I have done  Darkness sees me flustered and … Continue reading Darkness # 4

Do not fall

I sit and listen to the sound of my heart beating I feel my mind retreating Falling back into that dark place Don’t look behind you Just keep looking ahead Don’t remember any of the words he said In the end all you have is you No one else has seen what you have No … Continue reading Do not fall

The light has dawned again

The light has dawned again A new day has come I hate that I am reminded sometimes where I come from Once again I bring myself out of that dark place Once again I stand up and look past that face Leave me alone darkness I swear you will never win Stay where you belong... … Continue reading The light has dawned again

So freaking much pain 

So much pain So alone So much pain...it's breaking me apart It's all I feel Sometimes I wish I could just forget Lose my mind and become a blank slate I just want to walk away I want to jump...I want to fall Please just let me forget...please just let me escape If there's a … Continue reading So freaking much pain 

Shut up

Watch the blood drip on the floor Look for the lock on the door I fear his anger more than blood  I'd rather see the truth than hear the lies  Don't say your sorry when you don't mean it You see that speck  Get over there and clean it  Perfection on the outside destruction within  … Continue reading Shut up

Pain 

Sometimes I feel the pain So deep in my heart...so deep in my chest It grips me sometimes...this loneliness I feel It is a painful reminder that the past is real Sometimes it disappears in shadow Sometimes it fades away with the light It is always a struggle for me...always a fight It hurts today...It … Continue reading Pain 

Nyx 

I am Nyx goddess of the night I am the ruler of the stars I am the darkness that throws the light I am beauty I am grace I am the warrior who has been here all along I will forever remain Here is my song I am Nyx goddess of the night I rule … Continue reading Nyx 

Rotten 

I wake up and I live I wake up and give What's left of what I have inside The darkness took a chunk of who I am I can no longer pretend to be whole when I am not I may have missing pieces but I have not forgotten That sometimes a person is just … Continue reading Rotten 

Forget 

When the floor beneath my feet crumbles and gives way When I feel the walls close in around me When I feel the water rising above my head When the people around me astound me When time almost stands still When I feel myself slip When I feel myself fall I look up to the … Continue reading Forget 

Darkness and the game

Darkness lingers in the corners of my mind He waits for my thoughts to stay still…he waits for me to feel him near He waits for the calm…then slithers his way in Darkness tries to find a way to make me feel fear That will never happen I say to him, unless you hurt the … Continue reading Darkness and the game