I still can’t fill the pit The hole within my soul It grows larger every minute With nothing left to throw inside I just feel discontent Hollow and unhappy in my own skin Nyx
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In my skin
I wish that I could escape From my own mind But I am stuck here With my thoughts With my self hate Every moment of every day I hate being in my skin Nyx
Trapped in hell
I hear the gate slam As I fall into the flames All I feel is emptiness and pain I lie in the darkness No longer wanting to exist in this world With the gate slammed shut I find my resolve I have accepted my fate I can not save myself From my own mind I … Continue reading Trapped in hell
Anxiety
I try not to worry about tomorrow I try not to worry about yesterday Somehow this doesn’t matter No matter what I tell myself No matter what you say to me Anxiety, It takes away the words you say It takes away my rational mind Until there is nothing left But this electricity is wired … Continue reading Anxiety
Jackal with a latch
I wake up and I wait to see Where these next few steps will take me I am walking away from the life I lived before To walk alone again once more There are no serpents in the grass Just a jackal with a latch I must be careful as I make my move I … Continue reading Jackal with a latch
With every step
Even though I am thrown I somehow find my way Somehow I have grown Into something new Somehow I have grown Smarter with every step All that I can say Is that I will not give up No matter what comes my way I will not stop Because I survive That is what I do … Continue reading With every step
Splinter
Every word you ever said Is a splinter in my head Buried so deep, I can't get it out Buried so deep I will never forget All the truths mixed with lies Or the darkness in your eyes Sometimes I will dig But it just sinks deeper I dig and dig, I scream, I shout … Continue reading Splinter
Control
It was all taken away My whole world changes before my eyes Everything again gets swept away I need to control what I can Because there is so little that is mine So many things are changing Places I live...people I meet...people I love What I can control I need to or I will lose … Continue reading Control
Words From The Borderline 
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