I’ve been avoiding the sunlight I’ve been avoiding my life I am so tired of many things Most of all I am tired of myself Tired of the shame Tired of the pain Tired of existing as I am What is the point of life If I am unable to live it Why give me … Continue reading Today
believe in you
There is no escaping who you are
What do you do when you want to escape your own skin What do you do when you are tired of the emptiness What do you do when your tired of that uneasy feeling There is no escaping who you are Nyx
Walk away
My perception sees wrong intention Is my perception real Is this sinking feeling justified Take take take That’s what I see She takes takes takes Until there is only a shell of me I used to want to give But sometimes giving is not enough I realize today That sometimes the only answer Is to … Continue reading Walk away
I will not be consumed by darkness
Today I felt myself fall backward Into the sadness and the pain The longing to escape was so great Even greater than my own self hate Slowly I took myself away from the darkness Because I had to Instead of thinking of the sadness Instead of thinking of the things I have lost I thought … Continue reading I will not be consumed by darkness
I do not walk alone
All this time I thought I was walking alone I was wrong There has always been a presence beside me This presence that is trying to guide me Guide me towards my purpose Guide me towards peace There is a purpose for this pain I am reassured by this In everything that I do Sometimes … Continue reading I do not walk alone
Mantra for today
Protect Your Peace Nyx
There is a way out of hell
Darkness has reminded me of the agony That sadness brings I will feel euphoria Until it all comes crashing down This is when I feel him near me This is when he brings the pain He is my reminder of who I used to be He is my reminder of the torment I have felt … Continue reading There is a way out of hell
Finding strength
More than I ever have I have to find the strength I have to believe That I can be better That I can live my life some day Without the pain I felt before With every decision I make With everything that I have left to give I rise today for you For those who … Continue reading Finding strength
My last dance
Another day is passing The sun begins to set Here we go again I lay out the cards I place my bet Darkness says to me It’s a 50/50 chance This will be your last dance Nyx
A place for us
Deep within my soul I know there are pieces left Parts that will one day make me whole Someday you will see That there is so much more to me Then the girl who walked away There is so much more to me Than just one story to be told One day when I walk … Continue reading A place for us
Words From The Borderline 
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