Lost 

I question everything  I question everyone I don't know where I am  I don't know what I have done I am lost right now  My steps have led me astray  I hope I find my way again today  Nyx

No one left 

There are some things  I will never understand  A love I will never see  This was never meant for me  The type of love bonded through blood This is forever lost  I fill the void in other ways  Sometimes it has a cost  I can fill my mind with wishes  Dreams and hopes of love  … Continue reading No one left 

Bleeding inside 

Hopeful for a moment  Then the pain hit  I cannot control these emotions  I wish that I could  I wish that someone  Really understood  How unbearable the pain is  I sit hear bleeding inside  Trying to hold on yet again  I am so tired my friends I just want it to end  Nyx

Away from the light

At this moment all I yearn for is death All I yearn for is peace Peace from the darkness that haunts me Peace from the pain What I would not give for eternal rest To not wake up tomorrow To not have to pretend To just say good bye to yesterday And cease to exist … Continue reading Away from the light

Help

I feel my body weighed down  It is so hard to walk  It is so hard to breathe  This weight it crushes me  Weighs me down from the outside in  At this moment I feel nothing  I am just pushed down by it all  Gulping for air  With no cry for help  No way to … Continue reading Help

Leave me where I stand 

As the sun rises As the sun sets Darkness stands beside me Placing bets Will she join me Will she walk away I look at him and see the agony in the dark I let go of his hand Not today darkness Leave me where I stand Nyx

What is left of me

No one will find me  No one will see  What I leave behind  When I am gone  No one will see  What is left of me  Nyx

I long for peace

I sit here and I dream  About a life without the pain  On the inside I just scream  In my chest it is always the same  The pain stabs through my heart  It tears right through my soul  Taking everything that I am  Until I lose control  My mind shuts down  My stomach turns  As … Continue reading I long for peace

I wish for peace tonight 

The loneliness grips my beating heart  It crushes my chest  It rips me apart  When I sit still it all comes back  All the pain  All the heartache  Everything that has been done Everything that I wish I did  Sometimes I wish I could delete my mind  Sometimes I wish I could go back in … Continue reading I wish for peace tonight 

Fade Away

I am so lost and alone I want to fade away into nothing I want to stop existing Feel no pain Have no thought Just a shadow  Lost forever in the dark Take all that I have Take all that I was I no longer care Crush out the spark Crush out my hope Crush … Continue reading Fade Away