Will I find the peace I seek
I have hope in my heart tonight
I lay here in the dark
Under the glow of the stars
The minutes tick by
They become hours
There is peace in the silence, I feel it
I will live in this moment
These fleeting moments I must treasure
This is all I know
It has taken so long to feel this peace
I hope when the sun rises
My dreams will be real
Nyx
Today I rise with hope
Hoping things will stay this way
Hoping that this time
I will have a hand to hold
There is so much more to me
Then one story to be told
There are many layers
Many scars beneath my skin
If you want to know who I am
The story starts within
I am shaped from betrayal
Pain and many lies
Shaped by those who have come and gone
With no need for goodbyes
If you look at me
I will show you what lies beneath
But only if you take my hand
And wander with me today
Only if you take my hand
And accept me as I am
Broken but still breathing
Mended here and there
I have dreams that keep me going
When it hurts I take myself there
To another place and time
That exists inside my mind
Come with me and you will see
All that is left of me
Nyx
My whole life I have suffered
When will it end
I am so tired
Of pretending I am ok
I sit here and cry
As another walks away
They come and they go
I throw them out of my life
It is never enough
I need more than they can give
I cannot breathe
As the pain grips my chest
The loneliness a reminder
Of a life lived alone
I just want to find some peace
I want to find my home
Nyx
I am still floating in the air
I will not know where I am going
Until I get there
What do you do
When the world crashes down
Where do you turn
When no ones around
I keep walking forward
Somehow I do
Some days are so hard
Just to live through
Maybe some day I will find my home
Until then I will continue to walk forward
On my own
Nyx
I am sitting here
Alone again
Silent and still
I wish I could say
That I am fine
But I would only be lying
Let them sleep
As I bury the pain again
Let the apathy set it
So I can wake up again tomorrow
I feel the emptiness fill me
As I listen to the sounds of the night
As I embrace the serenity of the darkness
And find comfort in the stars
In a few hours a new day will start
Once again I am reminded
What being alone means
I am lost in my own world
Where hope lies within my dreams
Nyx
With the ups and downs I see
Hills and mountains laid out before me
Here and there I find a path
Here and there I find a stream
Every now and then a valley
Like a story book from a dream
I cherish these moments
They are rare
When I suffer I take myself there
To my valley
By the stream
Where the grass is high
Where the water is blue
In this place I feel
Like I am home
In this place I feel
That there is nothing
That I cannot overcome
Nyx
In this life so much is uncertain
So much is unseen
There is so much doubt
One thing I do know
Is that love is real
I know it when I look in your eyes
I know it when I hear your voice
I know it when I feel myself
Being pulled toward you with a force I can not stop
A force I can not control
A force so strong that nothing can keep me from you
There is no doubt
There is no fear
There is only love
Love that I know will only continue to grow
Night after night
Year after year
When my heart races I know yours does the same
When I am in pain I hear you scream my name
Because you are my other half
The other side of my soul
Now I know what it feels like to be whole
Now I know what it feels like to have no doubt or fear
Because I have found you my love
Because I have found you my dear
I will hold your hand in mine as we walk together this way
Together we step in sync as we say goodbye to yesterday
Nyx
I want to believe that there is an alternate universe
Where pain and suffering do not exist
I want to live in a world
Where people have empathy and love for one another
A world separate from those who hate
A world where peace is all that exists
I am a dreamer so I will dream
That people no longer suffer
That people no longer sustain
The ignorance of those that see them
As so different from themselves
In my universe there is no one standing
Pointing fingers or placing blame
Because we really are no different
Deep down we are all the same
Nyx
I look at her and feel love bloom in my chest
She is all I will ever need, all I will ever want
With her hand in mine my soul is at rest
With her eyes on me nothing else matters
With her smile I see the sunshine
When she looks at me I know she is mine
She will be my today and my tomorrow
I will wipe away her tears and take away her sorrow
Come with me my love and you will see
What it feels like to be adored by me
Nyx
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