I am sitting here Alone again Silent and still I wish I could say That I am fine But I would only be lying Let them sleep As I bury the pain again Let the apathy set in So I can wake up again tomorrow I feel the emptiness fill me As I listen to … Continue reading Hope lies within my dreams
Side effects
I feel my chest start pounding But I can not control it The anxiety is growing There is nothing I can do This is the side effect Reminding me of what I went through I can not change What I have done I can not change the past All I can do is keep moving … Continue reading Side effects
Hold on
How did I get here My world has changed Right before my eyes One decision One step forward And once again My life before is gone In a blink that reality No longer exists In this moment my world is foreign I do not know where I am I do not know where I am … Continue reading Hold on
Never again
I feel the pain As I grow weary again There are some things I will never understand All I know for sure Is that I will never be controlled again Nyx
Sometimes I question myself What my reasons are Then I remember Nyx
With the rising sun
Sometimes I see flashes Memories from before I see where I have been I see what I have done I do not want to see These things that haunt me All I want is peace I want to breathe again Hopefully I will find it soon Before I lose the light from the moon I … Continue reading With the rising sun
Resilience
I walk forward Not looking back Trusting in my instincts Finding my resolve Every day I fight Every day I see The resilience that is there Built up inside of me There is no certainty In this life This I know is true The only thing I do know Is that you have to believe … Continue reading Resilience
Loneliness
Alone I suffer This pain I feel This reality of loneliness My hell is real Nyx
Until I slip away
You keep yourself Just beyond my reach When you are ready You pull me down below Drown me in water Or you throw me sideways Through the window With all the shards of glass And the water I cannot swallow You torture me until I slip away Nyx
For the ashes of what once was
As I walk through the trees I feel the breeze It is all I have to calm me In this moment as I grieve For the wishes and dreams I did not receive For the ashes of what once was For the memories that you gave me For the days that I have wept For … Continue reading For the ashes of what once was
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