Hopeful for a moment Then the pain hit I cannot control these emotions I wish that I could I wish that someone Really understood How unbearable the pain is I sit hear bleeding inside Trying to hold on yet again I am so tired my friends I just want it to end Nyx
Poetry
Holding on
I keep my head held high Hardening my heart as the day ticks by Questioning my emotions Letting my mind drift Listening as the ocean Pulls in the waves Feeling the peace That this sound brings Holding on to who I am As I feel my feet dig into the sand Nyx
Insight
At this moment I do not want to be me Insight is a gift and a curse It shows me things Things I wish I could not see Nyx
When peace finds me
I am so hardened By this life I walk this world A wanderer Letting fate lead the way Always knowing what to say I feel my feet grow weary I feel my jaw burn I feel myself changing That is when I turn Into a lion So patient and still This is when peace finds … Continue reading When peace finds me
No where to lean
Lost and alone again I sit Which episode do I revisit I try not to remember But the feeling overwhelms me Sorrow and pain A reminder of who I am Never forgetting the things I have done Never forgetting where I come from This is just the way that it is I feel the apathy … Continue reading No where to lean
When hope leaves you
I sit here and reflect upon my life I question my emotions I question my decisions I question where I am How did I get here Where do I go Back to the familiar pain Or forward to something That may be the same I feel the panic as it rises Unsure which way to … Continue reading When hope leaves you
From deep within
I try to find peace in the sound As the waterfall hits the ground Letting my worries fade away As I slip away from my day I no longer care About the sorrows of yesterday I no longer see a future Planned before me What I do know Is that life is not a sure … Continue reading From deep within
Beyond my ability
I have always strived to understand The actions of those I have known The selfishness they have shown When they left me there I have fought to overcome What they have done The selfishness I see Is beyond my ability What I do know is that it has hardened me It has made me who … Continue reading Beyond my ability
Those who stay beside you
No one knows How the story goes In the end Your life is your own If you keep on fighting You will see That happiness is there In all the people that care In those who stay beside you When the world falls away Those who stand with you When you need them most This … Continue reading Those who stay beside you
Hope
I feel peace in the sunlight After the storm has passed I have hope this peace will last Nyx
Words From The Borderline 
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