A new path

The path before me Filled with branches and thorns I had to step away I see a new path ahead Let’s see where it leads today Nyx  

Hold on

It is crazy how quickly Everything can change One moment you see things so clearly The next those images are gone I just remind myself I have to hold on Nyx

Fleeting dreams 

I used to think you loved me  Then you said good bye  I sit here asking myself why  Why can’t love be unconditional Why can’t you try  We are all flawed in someway  At least I never lie  One thing I will never understand  Is why you thought you ever loved me  Because true love … Continue reading Fleeting dreams 

Together we descend 

I watch as the skies fade into gray  I am so tired of fighting alone  This is just the way it has to be  Alone I wonder into the abyss  Darkness follows behind  Playing his role in kind  This I am ok with  Because I know  Darkness is part of my mind  There is no … Continue reading Together we descend 

Still as stone

I stand alone in the valley Still as stone I wait I hear the footsteps I know it is too late I brace myself Listening as he comes closer I am ready Nyx

Hope lies within my dreams 

I am sitting here  Alone again  Silent and still  I wish I could say  That I am fine  But I would only be lying  Let them sleep  As I bury the pain again Let the apathy set in So I can wake up again tomorrow  I feel the emptiness fill me  As I listen to … Continue reading Hope lies within my dreams 

Side effects 

I feel my chest start pounding But I can not control it  The anxiety is growing  There is nothing I can do  This is the side effect  Reminding me of what I went through  I can not change  What I have done  I can not change the past  All I can do is keep moving  … Continue reading Side effects 

Hold on 

How did I get here  My world has changed  Right before my eyes  One decision  One step forward  And once again  My life before is gone  In a blink that reality  No longer exists  In this moment my world is foreign  I do not know where I am  I do not know where I am … Continue reading Hold on 

Never again 

I feel the pain  As I grow weary again  There are some things  I will never understand  All I know for sure  Is that I will never be controlled again  Nyx