In the end I see There will be no one beside me I have to make myself believe That I will be alright someday That somehow I can make myself Shut it down again All the pain inside I have to make it stop Nyx
Poetry
Destruction
Alone I sit Trying to make myself numb It is not working today As I push another away I feel the pain in my chest I am attracted to destruction In this attraction I feel no shame It is only myself That I have to blame I am trying to remember something good I just … Continue reading Destruction
There is only rain
The loneliness It cripples me People only care To some degree I see this when they walk away Because they always leave Today there is no light Today I cannot see There is only darkness There is only pain There are no roses There is only rain The agony is always there When I let … Continue reading There is only rain
As I walk through the storm
He made me cry Before I said goodbye There is no perfect mix No one who can see Who I really am Who I strive to be I exist and yet I do not All my life I have fought To find the balance that I need In order to push myself I need to … Continue reading As I walk through the storm
Which path
What do I want Which path do I choose How will I know Whether I will win or lose I fight but I do not know Whether my feet will hit the ground Will I stand Or will I fall Nyx
Perfection
She strives for perfection In everything she does There can be no mistakes There can be no flaws Or it will all fall apart The image she portrays Will crack and shatter As she slowly fades away Nyx
I want to find my home
My whole life I have suffered When will it end I am so tired Of pretending I am ok I sit here and cry As another walks away They come and they go I throw them out of my life It is never enough I need more than they can give I cannot breathe As … Continue reading I want to find my home
A heart of stone
My heart has hardened Like a ball of stone It sits inside my chest As it beats it cracks and crumbles A little more each day This is what I need A heart covered in stone I need to find myself Before I can go home Nyx
Lost
I do not know where I am going My footsteps pound upon the ground I have nothing to hold onto I walk forward There is no sound No voice to lead the way I just feel lost I feel so lost today Nyx
Apathy
My heart pounds in my chest Will I ever rest Or will I continue to wander Lost without a home As people come and go I feel so alone All I can see Are forks in the road ahead of me All I can feel Is complete apathy I have no remorse For the decisions … Continue reading Apathy
Words From The Borderline 
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