Down below

Like a moth to a flame I fear it will always be the same I feel my skin as it burns I watch the world as it turns It fades from white to black So quickly the flames grow Consuming me completely I have never felt pain so deeply Then I let myself go Falling … Continue reading Down below

Wandering

She strives for perfection In everything she does The image she portrays Hides everything inside A life she should have lived Love she was denied Through this rejection She never found herself So she will continue Wandering here and there Still striving for perfection Longing for someone to care Nyx

Pray for peace

Up and down Down and up Why can’t they stay the same These emotions That I just cannot contain It is a form of torture I wish on no one I do not know how to stop them They come and then they go This is what happens when I stop moving This is when … Continue reading Pray for peace

After the damage is done

What am I doing How do I change who I am Somedays all I want to do is sleep Somedays all I want to do is run away I cut them all out of my life Then I want them back What is wrong with me I am so lost today This is when I … Continue reading After the damage is done

Walk away

I see those eyes Glare through the night The blue so beautiful and bright Beyond those eyes A hollow soul lies With no empathy or emotion No capability of devotion A predator waiting for prey He eats you Then tosses you away You will pine for him Because he draws you in His fake smile … Continue reading Walk away

Until I say goodbye

There is no grey I will hate you today I will love you tomorrow You will be the focus of my feelings You will see my sorrow All I see is black and white Until I say goodbye I can no longer stay It hurts too much inside All I do is wait To hear … Continue reading Until I say goodbye

Without a home

She exists alone again There is no one there To hold her hand She seeks peace within herself Because she has no choice Forward she walks Into the unknown Somber still Without a home Nyx

Destruction

Alone I sit Trying to make myself numb It is not working today As I push another away I feel the pain in my chest I am attracted to destruction In this attraction I feel no shame It is only myself That I have to blame I am trying to remember something good I just … Continue reading Destruction

There is only rain

The loneliness It cripples me People only care To some degree I see this when they walk away Because they always leave Today there is no light Today I cannot see There is only darkness There is only pain There are no roses There is only rain The agony is always there When I let … Continue reading There is only rain

Lost

I do not know where I am going My footsteps pound upon the ground I have nothing to hold onto I walk forward There is no sound No voice to lead the way I just feel lost I feel so lost today Nyx