I’m alive

Here comes the pain again  Grips me so hard I cannot stand  Tears apart my chest  Tears apart my soul At least I know I'm alive 

Everything is temporary

The reality is Everything is temporary Nothing is meant to last This is why life is so precious This is why it passes by so fast I try to live in each moment I try to see the good in it all But sometimes something stops me I wish that I was ignorant to the … Continue reading Everything is temporary

Mortar and stone

I long to be covered in brick With mortar and stone With walls so thick No one can get to me No one can push through Just leave me alone That is all that I ask of you

Dead heart

It is hard to disappoint me  I have no expectations  I don't expect your love  I don't expect your obligations  All I ask is  Don't fuck with my head  Don't give me false hope  Just leave a broken heart dead Nyx

My Shame

The glass shatters around me As everything falls apart You took away my faith in you When you broke my heart I listen to the venom spew from you As I try to keep myself sane I try to keep myself together To make myself aware That I am to blame Because I could not … Continue reading My Shame

Inside out

I feel like a blank slate Not filled with anger Not filled with hate Just numb from the inside out I try to run But I can't escape my fate What have I done It is already too late Nyx Image Source http://anaamortizing.tk

The Labyrinth 

My hope comes crashing down Whenever you are around You crush out the spark Push me into the dark Darkness grabs me then He pulls me down with him Leaving me in a daze I see my life through smeared glass As I walk along this maze This labyrinth that changes form and shape This … Continue reading The Labyrinth 

In the end 

Your past becomes a fog within you  Underneath the skin  I have become such a damaged thing  Like a bird with a broken wing I walk this world alone  Broken but yet I move  The only thing that drives me  This broken busted thing  Is that I refuse to give up I refuse to let … Continue reading In the end 

All that is left of me 

And hell will follow me Wherever I go Such is this life This I just know I will race ahead Leave it behind But if I stumble If it catches me Darkness is nothing Compared to this agony It will follow But I will not look back I will not stumble I will stay on … Continue reading All that is left of me