I exist as a shell My soul in eternal hell The pain is too much So I shut it all away Lost again today Lost my will to live I did the best I could I tried to distract I tried to talk it through I tried to push away from myself Before I slammed … Continue reading Remember
Dark Poetry
Away from the light
At this moment all I yearn for is death All I yearn for is peace Peace from the darkness that haunts me Peace from the pain What I would not give for eternal rest To not wake up tomorrow To not have to pretend To just say good bye to yesterday And cease to exist … Continue reading Away from the light
Help
I feel my body weighed down It is so hard to walk It is so hard to breathe This weight it crushes me Weighs me down from the outside in At this moment I feel nothing I am just pushed down by it all Gulping for air With no cry for help No way to … Continue reading Help
What is left of me
No one will find me No one will see What I leave behind When I am gone No one will see What is left of me Nyx
I long for peace
I sit here and I dream About a life without the pain On the inside I just scream In my chest it is always the same The pain stabs through my heart It tears right through my soul Taking everything that I am Until I lose control My mind shuts down My stomach turns As … Continue reading I long for peace
Darkness follows continued…
Darkness will follow me wherever I go In the end everyone goes away Darkness tells me so Darkness is not my enemy He is my reality I try to push him aside But he always finds a way He inflicts the pain He sees my weakness He sees my shame He knows the apathy is … Continue reading Darkness follows continued…
Free Fall #2
Sometimes I wonder if I am being tested To see just how much I can take Sometimes I just do not understand Why I never seem to land It is just a constant free fall Never ending emptiness My feet never find the ground All I feel is everything pushing me down What I would … Continue reading Free Fall #2
I wish for peace tonight
The loneliness grips my beating heart It crushes my chest It rips me apart When I sit still it all comes back All the pain All the heartache Everything that has been done Everything that I wish I did Sometimes I wish I could delete my mind Sometimes I wish I could go back in … Continue reading I wish for peace tonight
Lost among the mist
Alone I float by Lost among the mist Constantly asking myself why Feeling the knife twist The past comes back to haunt me No matter what I do You are the one who put me here This I know is true You are the one I used to fear As time passes your face stays … Continue reading Lost among the mist
Welcome back
I don't know why I am surprised this time The pain is so deep It stabs me as I sleep Bursting from the inside Stabbing at my chest Welcome back to hell I say Forget about the rest What makes you think it will be better It will never be ok What makes you think … Continue reading Welcome back
Words From The Borderline 
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