Beneath it all I try to find hope I try to find a way to overcome this Depression Nyx
Dark Poetry
Into the abyss
I feel my body as it starts to shut down In this moment I have no hope I find no ground I fall into the darkness Into the abyss of my mind I no longer care I have no sense of time I no longer hope I no longer fear All I do is sit … Continue reading Into the abyss
Depression
Today I feel so hollow The depression it hits me hard There is no thought There is no action That makes me feel this way It is just a feeling that I live with Every single day Sometimes I forget Until I sit still Then I realize that this depression It is real There is … Continue reading Depression
Heart of stone
My heart has hardened Like a ball of stone It sits inside my chest As it beats it cracks and crumbles A little more each day This is what I need A heart covered in stone I need to find myself Before I can go home Nyx
Escape
Apathy is my friend It is the only way I will survive Disconnect or die This is what I feel I have known all along That happiness isn’t real Those moments of peace.. They never last I am haunted by the present I am haunted by the past There is no escape From the pain … Continue reading Escape
Gone
I hear the footsteps soften As another person walks away Deep inside I feel the pain As my body grieves On the surface I wear a smile I show no weakness I show no pain Another scar hardens around my heart Another one slithered through And now he is gone Nyx
Another scar
With you gone I feel so lost I had no idea That such a short time Could have such a cost I fight through the pain Trying to find myself again Hoping I can make it through today I know that harsh words create fractures I had no idea how fast we would shatter How … Continue reading Another scar
Until I slip away
You keep yourself Just beyond my reach When you are ready You pull me down below Drown me in water Or you throw me sideways Through the window With all the shards of glass And the water I cannot swallow You torture me until I slip away Nyx
No control
The panic hits me Then I crash I cannot control it There is no turning back It starts like a tidal wave Rising and turning My chest starts to pound Then it starts burning I breathe in the air I listen for a sound I feel the world close in around me As the air … Continue reading No control
The cost
Today I feel beaten Today I feel lost The toll keeps growing I can’t keep up with the cost Nyx
Words From The Borderline 
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