Connections 

Sometimes things just aren't meant to last This is why connections are so hard to make Because like a cable they can snap and break

Push

Push me away with anger Push me away with pain Push me away with all you want to say But what do you have to gain More anger...more distress.. more frustration at life Push to far and I might snap Then I'll be pushing you back

Old soul 

See it in my eyes That old soul beneath the skin A soul that's lived a thousand lifetimes A soul thats carried sin Old souls carry strength Old souls carry pride Old souls shine through, because they have nothing to hide 

Fake 

Fake smiles Fake pleasantries Fake questions Fake concern Fake conversations Fake friends Fake love I am real

Only the lonely

Sometimes loneliness is all I feel It takes away the numbness and let’s the pain out Just as the thunder strikes before the rain pours down This is what it feels like as I start to drown That jerk from the thunder is all I get Before I am suffocated.. falling in the pit Nyx … Continue reading Only the lonely

Want to 

I want to stay numb today I want to be free of myself I want to be free of you I want to be able to keep this feeling of apathy I want  to be able to break free from the core I want to find peace I want to find my forever home

Better off alone 

It's great when you think you have friends And then when something happens.. None of them are there No condolences.. No questions why.. Not even hey how are you.. Did someone in your family die? This is what keeps me closed off from people This is what keeps me away When you ask for a moment … Continue reading Better off alone 

My Old friend Darkness

Hello darkness my old friend.. I knew you'd find me in the end I saw you creeping... slowly waiting For me to get pushed down in despair And then I knew that you my old friend..would be there To pull me back into the shade To take me away and let me fade Into the … Continue reading My Old friend Darkness

Innocense

There once was a girl She was so innocent and true There was nothing that she could not do Until her innocence was lost Her heart broken and betrayed... and what was the cost Innocense lost is such a sad thing A lifetime of fighting through shadows and pain An aversion to sunlight And a … Continue reading Innocense