Stars

I know nothing with any certainty. But the sight of the stars makes me dream Vincent Van Gogh

Dreams

I wish that I could be calmer More mild and less extreme But then I wouldn't be myself Then I wouldn't dream Of people and places I want to see Of things I can only imagine exist I fear that if I don't move forward I will never get to see the world I fear that … Continue reading Dreams

Darkness # 4

Need to stay in motion  Need to pass the time  If I don't he will catch me  He will creep into my mind He brings back the pain...takes me back in time  So I continue to move too fast  My mind spins so quickly... I forget what I have done  Darkness sees me flustered and … Continue reading Darkness # 4

Pretend

I pretend to smile  I pretend to be ok  I hold back on things I should say  I pretend not to see that you screwed me  I pretend not to feel the pain  I don't want to see my reality  The selfishness of the people around me These people who pretend to care  Where are … Continue reading Pretend

Tension 

I feel the tension radiate from him to me It makes me crazy...I can't breathe  He is hurting me with his tension...why can't he see  I just want to be calm...I just want to be free I want to be alone  I want to be away from this I know longer want to be his 

Sometimes #2

So here I sit alone I try to calm my brain My thoughts again so jumbled I know that I'm not sane Sometimes I wish I wasn't me Sometimes I want to run away Sometimes I wish I could see myself as the same person every day Sometimes I wish I could see myself the … Continue reading Sometimes #2