I wish that I could be calmer More mild and less extreme But then I wouldn't be myself Then I wouldn't dream Of people and places I want to see Of things I can only imagine exist I fear that if I don't move forward I will never get to see the world I fear that … Continue reading Dreams
Need to stay in motion Need to pass the time If I don't he will catch me He will creep into my mind He brings back the pain...takes me back in time So I continue to move too fast My mind spins so quickly... I forget what I have done Darkness sees me flustered and … Continue reading Darkness # 4
I pretend to smile I pretend to be ok I hold back on things I should say I pretend not to see that you screwed me I pretend not to feel the pain I don't want to see my reality The selfishness of the people around me These people who pretend to care Where are … Continue reading Pretend
If you want to fly, give up everything that weighs you down - Buddha
I feel the tension radiate from him to me It makes me crazy...I can't breathe He is hurting me with his tension...why can't he see I just want to be calm...I just want to be free I want to be alone I want to be away from this I know longer want to be his
So here I sit alone I try to calm my brain My thoughts again so jumbled I know that I'm not sane Sometimes I wish I wasn't me Sometimes I want to run away Sometimes I wish I could see myself as the same person every day Sometimes I wish I could see myself the … Continue reading Sometimes #2
I sit and listen to the sound of my heart beating I feel my mind retreating Falling back into that dark place Don’t look behind you Just keep looking ahead Don’t remember any of the words he said In the end all you have is you No one else has seen what you have No … Continue reading Do not fall
Words From The Borderline 
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