Blue skies 

The demon I know  Or the unknown  There is no clear path shown  I wander away from the demon Fighting through the trees  I hope I find blue skies today  As I continue to walk away  Nyx

Break through

Once again I am given clarity  When I break through the pain  I am grateful for these moments  These moments I can see Just how strong I really am  When I look at what is in front of me I prepare myself once more  There is a tally I have taken  I know the score  … Continue reading Break through

Where I breathe 

Peace fills me  As I feel the breeze in the air  Listening to the sound of nature  I feel like I am home  This is where my heart is Outside behind the trees  This is where I can rest  This is where I breathe  No negative words No negative emotions  This is all I think  … Continue reading Where I breathe 

Bleeding inside 

Hopeful for a moment  Then the pain hit  I cannot control these emotions  I wish that I could  I wish that someone  Really understood  How unbearable the pain is  I sit hear bleeding inside  Trying to hold on yet again  I am so tired my friends I just want it to end  Nyx

Holding on

I keep my head held high  Hardening my heart as the day ticks by Questioning my emotions  Letting my mind drift  Listening as the ocean Pulls in the waves  Feeling the peace  That this sound brings  Holding on to who I am  As I feel my feet dig into the sand  Nyx 

Insight 

At this moment  I do not want to be me  Insight is a gift and a curse  It shows me things  Things I wish I could not see  Nyx 

When peace finds me 

I am so hardened  By this life  I walk this world  A wanderer  Letting fate lead the way Always knowing what to say  I feel my feet grow weary  I feel my jaw burn  I feel myself changing  That is when I turn  Into a lion  So patient and still This is when peace finds … Continue reading When peace finds me 

No where to lean 

Lost and alone again I sit  Which episode do I revisit  I try not to remember  But the feeling overwhelms me  Sorrow and pain  A reminder of who I am  Never forgetting the things I have done Never forgetting where I come from  This is just the way that it is  I feel the apathy … Continue reading No where to lean 

When hope leaves you 

I sit here and reflect upon my life  I question my emotions  I question my decisions  I question where I am  How did I get here  Where do I go  Back to the familiar pain  Or forward to something  That may be the same  I feel the panic as it rises  Unsure which way to … Continue reading When hope leaves you 

From deep within 

I try to find peace in the sound  As the waterfall hits the ground Letting my worries fade away  As I slip away from my day  I no longer care  About the sorrows of yesterday  I no longer see a future  Planned before me  What I do know  Is that life is not a sure … Continue reading From deep within