The clouds are closing in

Trying to push through today But the clouds are closing in They are there to remind me That darkness hovers It still exists within Just beyond my currents thoughts The darkness seeps through I feel the pain as it starts to burn Then I close my eyes and see All the things I have seen … Continue reading The clouds are closing in

When my soul is gone 

Sometimes despair drags me down Through this haze of memories Through years of turmoil My body sinks Until it is anchored down Then the room fills with water As I lay chained to the ground Once again I gulp for air Until I can no longer breathe This is when the emptiness comes This is … Continue reading When my soul is gone 

Finding balance and strength 

I hear the sound of the world outside  As I try to find balance in my life  I have always struggled to get by  I have never stopped asking myself why  I have made the decisions I have so far  Then I reflect and tell myself  This is who you are  With every step forward  … Continue reading Finding balance and strength 

Ready for battle

I hear the raindrops  Tick off my armor  As I stand in the valley  Ready for battle  I hold my sword to the sky  As I watch you quiver with fear  I look in your eyes  Before I say good bye  Nyx

Finding myself again

When all is lost I look inward  Finding myself again  Nothing has gone as planned  Yet I still stand  With my head high  As the world looks smaller below  I look to the sky  Nyx

Ripped apart

Live and learn they say  Why do we have to learn By being ripped apart Where does the pain end  When does this learning start  I do not believe these words are true  Each piece that is pulled from me  Is another piece gone  I was always this strong  What I have learned is how … Continue reading Ripped apart

Lost 

I question everything  I question everyone I don't know where I am  I don't know what I have done I am lost right now  My steps have led me astray  I hope I find my way again today  Nyx

Escape 

Today I rise with certainty  Knowing my mind is too busy to be held down This is how I escape my hell  Nyx

No one left 

There are some things  I will never understand  A love I will never see  This was never meant for me  The type of love bonded through blood This is forever lost  I fill the void in other ways  Sometimes it has a cost  I can fill my mind with wishes  Dreams and hopes of love  … Continue reading No one left 

Your end 

I raise my head higher Never looking down  My goal is to stay this predator that I am  In my empire I will stand  Without doubt, anger, or fear  My enemies will quiver when I am near  If you face me you will lose  In the end I always win  Play your hand my friend  … Continue reading Your end