The clouds are grey today The summer has slipped away We can not stop the passing of time All I can do is fight for what is still mine As the seconds spill into the air like sand I take a deep breath And I grab your hand Nyx
Author: Nyx
Strength
The heaviness wears me down All I want is sleep I fight through another day Dreaming of an empire I will build But I may not make it Before my skin starts to decay I may not make it Before the lights fade To the dimmest shade of grey I try not to dream of … Continue reading Strength
No control
The panic hits me Then I crash I cannot control it There is no turning back It starts like a tidal wave Rising and turning My chest starts to pound Then it starts burning I breathe in the air I listen for a sound I feel the world close in around me As the air … Continue reading No control
I wake up and try to think I can do this today I can will the anxiety away
Anxiety
I try not to worry about tomorrow I try not to worry about yesterday Somehow this doesn’t matter No matter what I tell myself No matter what you say to me Anxiety, It takes away the words you say It takes away my rational mind Until there is nothing left But this electricity is wired … Continue reading Anxiety
The cost
Today I feel beaten Today I feel lost The toll keeps growing I can’t keep up with the cost Nyx
I will win again today
When I feel defeated When I want to stay down I find the anger I find it somehow I remember what they have done This is why I fight This is why I have to will myself to move This is why I strive to be better Every single day This is how I find … Continue reading I will win again today
When life beats you down, hit it back
The tears I have not shed
For the arms I have not felt For the tears I have not shed For the loneliness your absence brings For the years of torment and pain I hope you got what you needed from me I hope what you stole was worth it to you You created a monster that day The day you … Continue reading The tears I have not shed
No goodbyes
I feel another piece break off It crumbles before it hits the ground How I wish there was nothing left How I long to cease to exist The pain it cuts so deep I will never find the peace I seek I just want to fade away No more sorrow No more pain Please just … Continue reading No goodbyes
Words From The Borderline 
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