Every day is a fight
A struggle to control myself
I get these urges
They make me need things
This hunger it is so intense
This pain that will not leave
My body craves something
Something to make me feel ok
When will I regain control
When will I find a way
I feel so lonely with no one there
No one to ask me anything about my life
I feel so saddened by what I have done
Right now I am fighting to move on
I crave attention
I crave a release from the pain
I have always longed for death
This life is all I know
This continual free fall
The hunger just wont stop
What do you do
When your own mind is against you
Nyx
Words From The Borderline 
Don’t jump
The lights will not guide you through
They are deceiving you
Don’t jump
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You write and continue to write. Release it 😘
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Thank you
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“Like” doesn’t seem appropriate when something is unsettling and a bit disturbing.
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What?
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I think “longed for death” caught my eye. I need to take the time to read and reflect on the whole poem . Middle of the night impulsive posting…..
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Its a horrible place to be nix! Sending a hug! ❤
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💕
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