I exist within this cloud of darkness
I have to keep my mind busy to stay sane
My past comes back to haunt me
The darkness brings the pain
The darkness surrounds me, but I push it apart
If I didn’t keep pushing
It would rip out my heart
To truly look at darkness
To truly look at pain
This would completely destroy me
Make me insane
I do not want to be haunted by the past
So I keep moving forward
I continue on
If I look too closely at the darkness
All that’s left of me will be gone
Poets bleed deeper than the rest
Life is seen with more meaning
Seen through eyes with a deeper soul
Eyes that see more than you know
I have known happiness
I have known pain
I have known sorrow
I have known fear
I have laughed in the light
I have smiled in the dark
I have learned to accept my flaws
I have learned to love myself
Yeah so I procrastinate
Don’t hate
We are all connected
All of us someway
It doesn’t matter what or who you believe in
There is something that all of us share
In our hearts deep down we all care…
About something or someone
Even the people we see as monsters care about something
Deep down there is a heart in everyone
Even the people who have hurt you
There are hopes and dreams in all of us
Don’t give up on them…don’t give up hope…
Believe me when I say these words…I know they are true
Someday you will get there…as long as you don’t stop believing in you
People come and people go
Watch the world if you take a second..
Watch the clouds so beautiful and slow
I think of time…It goes so fast
People come and people go
Most of my relationships become dust in the wind
This is the world that I live in
It’s sad that I have become this way
It’s sad that I have become so closed off
People come and people go
They care in the beginning…they see the outside of me…but they don’t know the feeling buried within…
The loyalty I have weakens and dies
Because they show deceit and lies
My apathy and indifference continues to grow
Because after that time…so beautiful and slow…
After they know…they let me go
I wait for the sun to set
I wait for the moon to rise
My friend has come for me
He leads me to my demise
I stop and look at him…I stare into his eyes
Not today old friend… it’s you I despise
Give me back my life I say
Will it ever stop…
He continues on the path
He leaves me where I stand
I feel so lonely.. so lonely today
That is why he came…so this is what I say
I’ll see you again soon my friend…
Just not again today
None of my family today
This is how it’s been for a while
I miss the time before
When I thought it wasn’t real
I miss the time before I started to feel
Listen as the raindrops fall
Breathe in the air
Enjoy each moment that you have
We have no time to spare
I am reminded of my mortality everyday
People clinging onto life
They cherish their last moments…longing to stay
In a blink a day turns into a year
This is why my mortality brings me fear
So I listen as the raindrops fall
And I breathe in the air
Shadows can take form and take shape
Into a monster filled with hate
Don’t listen to it for all it speaks is lies
Don’t listen to it in it’s disguise
It acts like it loves you, but this is untrue
It holds your heart in it’s hands then it pushes right through
It’s evil words will stay hidden in your mind
They will remain throughout the passing of time
Keep fighting past the dark until you see the light
No matter what happens don’t give up on the fight
Words From A Borderline 
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