Daydream

The wind blows across my face I feel the peace of nature all around me  It calms me down and soothes my soul The world is so beautiful if you take a moment to look around you  I tilt my head up to the sky  I daydream about you and I  Nyx Image source  https://www.attach.tumblr.com

I wish 

I wish I could calm my beating heart  I wish I could will the anxiety away I wish I wasn't so focused on being the best  Sometimes I just cannot control myself I wish my body and mind would just give me some peace and let me rest 

Quote about the psyche

Our psyche is part of nature, and its enigma is as limitless. Carl Jung

He found me 

And he found me lying there  In solitude and pain  He inched his way inside my heart  He took some of the burden I could no longer contain  Nyx  image source http://www.melisica.com  

I fight 

I am fighting to be happy...to be free Not from my world today but from the darkness inside of me  I fight to stop feeling like I am never good enough  I fight to stop myself from picking at my flaws  I fight to stop myself from hating where I come from...and hating who I … Continue reading I fight 

When the world falls down

When the world falls down Where do you stand  You can let your legs dangle my friend Just give me your hand  Nyx    Image source https://www.tumblr.com/blog/lust-is-me

She exists in shadows

She exists in shadows  Wishing she could forget  The day she first saw you  The smile across your face If only there was a way  That the memory could be erased  These memories of perfection  Eat at her heart She should have know there would be a cost  Right from the start  She followed you … Continue reading She exists in shadows

Free Fall

There it is again The calm that slows my beating heart I am so grateful for the sound of music as it soothes my soul It fills the void... the sinking growing black hole Today it's Tom Petty that makes me smile Telling me to free fall out into nothing To jump and leave this … Continue reading Free Fall

Lost 

I feel lost today And I hope that no one can see The sadness behind my eyes as the ground beneath my feet is swept away My heart breaks moving from one place to the next I am so tired of smiling...and pretending to be ok I just want to be alone My foundation is gone … Continue reading Lost 

Wanderer

I have to leave my home again  There is no changing who I am  A wanderer... a traveler till the end  Nyx Image Source  https://www.flickr.com/photos/144545899@N08/