Drift away

I sit here in the dark Fading but not completely gone I feel the darkness drain me I feel myself drift away How did I get this way Nyx © Nyx0519

The Last Hit 

Days come and go so quickly  I look back and wonder why  No matter what they do to me I still get up I still try  What is it that pushes me forward  When it feels like everything holds me down  What is it that makes me keep moving  When all I want to do … Continue reading The Last Hit 

Perfection

When he looks at her he sees perfection Beauty that is beyond words Feelings that stir as quickly as the tide rips from the sea This is what I want him to see when he looks at me Nyx Image Source http://sotick.tumblr.com

Beauty and Grace

She has such beauty  She has such grace  When I see her she makes my heart race  What I wouldn't do to win her heart  If she took my hand I would never let her go Oh my darling I just need you to know  That my love for you will only continue to grow  … Continue reading Beauty and Grace

The Second Storm

As the storm came closer I felt my body go still I stood there unable to move, held against my will I watched as the trees were ripped up around me I watched as houses flew by I stood in the middle of it all Not moving no matter how hard I would try I … Continue reading The Second Storm

Tidal Waves

And everything came crashing down With the force of tidal waves crashing into the shore My life was erased and what existed was no more What do you do when you lose everything What do you do when it is all gone You build a new foundation to stand on Nyx   Image Source https://hellish-b0y.tumblr.com

Darkness speaks 

I am here, yet I am not  Shunned but not forgotten  I exist in shadows because I am the darkness that haunts you Listen to me as I speak in your ear  I will stay with you my dear Until the end of time Someday you will be mine  Sincerely, Your Darkness  © Nyx0519

Words left unspoken 

It felt good not to be the only one  With darkness inside that rises with the setting sun  It felt good to speak thoughts so freely  To have found someone who doesn't find my words unseemly  Wanderers with monsters beneath the skin Filled with memories and thoughts of sin Pulled forward towards life's demand  Then … Continue reading Words left unspoken 

Waiting for the sun

I lie awake as my mind spins around  Hyper aware of every movement and every sound  Thinking of things I am doing and what I have done Time ticks by as I wait for the sun Nyx 

The Dark 

She reaches out for the fire as it gently calls to her  She doesn't feel the pain as it burns  She is too busy thinking about how the world turns  Into a place filled with monsters in the dark The flame is her comfort...she won't put out the spark  Late at night as I dream  … Continue reading The Dark