My beating heart

Sometimes I feel the dread creep into my heart Sometimes I wonder what is wrong with my head You brought back a beating heart that was dead But what will you do when you see the scars What will you do when you see the sadness The darkness buried beneath my skin Nyx   Image … Continue reading My beating heart

Music # 4

Sometimes it feels so good to dance  To twirl around to the sound  Of sweet music  Beautiful music  To soothe my mind  I never have  I never will  Be brought to this place of beauty  This place I can move and sway  Forget about my worries  Forget about today  Only with music I can find … Continue reading Music # 4

I float away in dreams

I float away in dreams  This is where I will stay Trying to escape the pain  This is where I will remain  Sometimes it is easy to escape  Sometimes it is not  Finding peace  Finding true happiness Is all I have ever wanted All I have ever sought  With each breath I take  I want … Continue reading I float away in dreams

There are somethings I may never find

I really never know what to expect  So many people have come and gone  But some haven't left me yet  I am not an ordinary person  In an ordinary life  I have seen my nightmares become real  I have lost everything and everyone  I have walked hand in hand with someone,  but still felt alone  … Continue reading There are somethings I may never find

I survive that is what I do

I am a survivor, so that is what I do best Life is never easy, but I take each challenge as it comes I don't care what I have to face, or if I will ever get to rest Keep throwing shit at me I will keep deflecting it Someday you will see That you … Continue reading I survive that is what I do

Maybe I will open my heart

I want a love that will surpass a lifetime A love that will continue to grow I want compassion and understanding I want to feel it, I want to know That true love does exist That there is hope for this need of mine That there is a form of love that no one can define … Continue reading Maybe I will open my heart

I am just a dreamer

I am just a dreamer  Looking for beauty in everything I see Especially the people around me  There is something I am missing  Something I have not found In the meantime I live within these dreams Of different places and different faces  Of valleys, rivers, and streams  Ancient and modern cities with people everywhere Learning … Continue reading I am just a dreamer

Meant to live for 

I look at her and see only perfection Everything she does makes me love her more Her smile, her walk, she is everything I was meant to live for I will never leave her side I will never walk away Maybe someday she will believe the words that I say Maybe someday she will love … Continue reading Meant to live for 

Music # 3

Today the sun shines And I try to stay calm I listen to my favorite song As I drive along the road I listen and scream the words Wishing this moment would last forever Wishing for something better Nyx © Nyx0519 Image Source http://abduction.ml

He held out his hand 

I thought I lost it all Until a stranger stood before me He looked at me and saw A girl lost and crying He asked me what was wrong But he could not make out my words So instead of trying to understand He held out his hand Nyx © Nyx0519 Image Source http://haunted-s0uls.tumblr.com