No one left 

There are some things  I will never understand  A love I will never see  This was never meant for me  The type of love bonded through blood This is forever lost  I fill the void in other ways  Sometimes it has a cost  I can fill my mind with wishes  Dreams and hopes of love  … Continue reading No one left 

Blue skies 

The demon I know  Or the unknown  There is no clear path shown  I wander away from the demon Fighting through the trees  I hope I find blue skies today  As I continue to walk away  Nyx

Break through

Once again I am given clarity  When I break through the pain  I am grateful for these moments  These moments I can see Just how strong I really am  When I look at what is in front of me I prepare myself once more  There is a tally I have taken  I know the score  … Continue reading Break through

Where I breathe 

Peace fills me  As I feel the breeze in the air  Listening to the sound of nature  I feel like I am home  This is where my heart is Outside behind the trees  This is where I can rest  This is where I breathe  No negative words No negative emotions  This is all I think  … Continue reading Where I breathe 

Bleeding inside 

Hopeful for a moment  Then the pain hit  I cannot control these emotions  I wish that I could  I wish that someone  Really understood  How unbearable the pain is  I sit hear bleeding inside  Trying to hold on yet again  I am so tired my friends I just want it to end  Nyx

Holding on

I keep my head held high  Hardening my heart as the day ticks by Questioning my emotions  Letting my mind drift  Listening as the ocean Pulls in the waves  Feeling the peace  That this sound brings  Holding on to who I am  As I feel my feet dig into the sand  Nyx 

When peace finds me 

I am so hardened  By this life  I walk this world  A wanderer  Letting fate lead the way Always knowing what to say  I feel my feet grow weary  I feel my jaw burn  I feel myself changing  That is when I turn  Into a lion  So patient and still This is when peace finds … Continue reading When peace finds me 

When hope leaves you 

I sit here and reflect upon my life  I question my emotions  I question my decisions  I question where I am  How did I get here  Where do I go  Back to the familiar pain  Or forward to something  That may be the same  I feel the panic as it rises  Unsure which way to … Continue reading When hope leaves you 

Beyond my ability

I have always strived to understand  The actions of those I have known  The selfishness they have shown  When they left me there I have fought to overcome  What they have done  The selfishness I see  Is beyond my ability  What I do know is that it has hardened me  It has made me who … Continue reading Beyond my ability

Those who stay beside you

No one knows  How the story goes  In the end  Your life is your own  If you keep on fighting  You will see  That happiness is there  In all the people that care  In those who stay beside you When the world falls away  Those who stand with you  When you need them most  This … Continue reading Those who stay beside you