How can this be This dream has become real How can this be The way you make me feel All I can do is be grateful For every second I have with you Because within these seconds my love grows In ways I never knew it could I would give you the stars Just to … Continue reading How can this be
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Deep within
I have seen your eyes before I have heard your voice I have felt your skin There is something deep within Something that surpasses time Something that I know is true I was always meant to love you Nyx
Dear God
Once again I long for death Devastated and broken By what I have spoken To someone who cared about me Sometimes I wonder if the pain will rip me apart Sometimes I wonder if the pain will stop my heart What would I be If I was not me Darkness and pain Fire and anger … Continue reading Dear God
Today
I’ve been avoiding the sunlight I’ve been avoiding my life I am so tired of many things Most of all I am tired of myself Tired of the shame Tired of the pain Tired of existing as I am What is the point of life If I am unable to live it Why give me … Continue reading Today
Dancing together
I see us in a dream Dancing around the room together Smiles are all I see Laughter is all I hear In this haze that could be today In this haze that could be tomorrow Or from a different time and place These memories flood me That my soul could not erase Of us dancing … Continue reading Dancing together
Home
My heart springs open Creaking loudly from being closed so long Have I found my person Have I found my home Have I finally found the piece Offering me my sweet release Have I finally found the one After so much darkness Is he the sun Nyx
I am happy, now that’s just the saddest lie. Kid Cudi
Existing
I kind of want to die again It’s been a little while It’s very hard to be alive right now Its very hard to exist as myself in this current state that I am in Should I do something Should I help others in some way Or have I already said All there is to … Continue reading Existing
Reality
Some days I just want to sleep It’s like I can no longer feel There is no good There is no bad There is just this monotonous reality Nyx
Content
Feeling content is a gift A break from sadness and pain I am grateful for this feeling I appreciate the lack of pain I accept this gift Nyx
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