I ask myself why I can not be alone Why does the pain hit When I sit here in silence Why does it go away Only when someone is near This is what I fear That this loneliness Will consume me That the pain will never leave Why does it have to hurt so much … Continue reading Loneliness
weakness
Anxiety
I try not to worry about tomorrow I try not to worry about yesterday Somehow this doesn’t matter No matter what I tell myself No matter what you say to me Anxiety, It takes away the words you say It takes away my rational mind Until there is nothing left But this electricity is wired … Continue reading Anxiety
As my heart peels away
I watch as the sun rises I watch as the sun sets I can not help but wonder Is this as good as it gets These moments here and there These moments when I find my way These moments when I write to you When I show you the way I wear my heart on … Continue reading As my heart peels away
Darkness follows continued…
Darkness will follow me wherever I go In the end everyone goes away Darkness tells me so Darkness is not my enemy He is my reality I try to push him aside But he always finds a way He inflicts the pain He sees my weakness He sees my shame He knows the apathy is … Continue reading Darkness follows continued…
Bleeding Heart
I thought I was strong But right now I am weak I should have known all along What my weakness was I should have remembered That happiness isn’t real I should have remembered The way that heart break makes me feel I didn’t remember until the pain hit I didn’t remember until my chest was … Continue reading Bleeding Heart
My Shame
The glass shatters around me As everything falls apart You took away my faith in you When you broke my heart I listen to the venom spew from you As I try to keep myself sane I try to keep myself together To make myself aware That I am to blame Because I could not … Continue reading My Shame
Words From The Borderline 
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