I’m a dreamer 

With the ups and downs I see Hills and mountains laid out before me Here and there I find a path  Here and there I find a stream  Every now and then a valley  Like a story book from a dream I cherish these moments  They are rare  When I suffer I take myself there  … Continue reading I’m a dreamer 

Break the silence 

Sometimes I think that I am beaten  Sometimes I think that I am done  That is when I stop and remember  Everything that you have done  These actions drive me forward  These memories that you made  You were the one I trusted  My life was in your hands  Everything I did to make you proud … Continue reading Break the silence 

I rise 

Once again I rise with hope in my heart  That today will be better than yesterday  That I will not fall into despair  That I will not long for sleep  That I will not pray for peace  I may be lost  I may be broken  I may have lost the words to say  Words I … Continue reading I rise 

Strength 

I wake up with renewed strength  I do not know how I feel this way  I do not know how I find the will  To wake up and carry on  But somehow this is what I do  Day after day  I wake up and I move  Hoping this day will be better than the last … Continue reading Strength 

Leave me where I stand 

As the sun rises As the sun sets Darkness stands beside me Placing bets Will she join me Will she walk away I look at him and see the agony in the dark I let go of his hand Not today darkness Leave me where I stand Nyx

With every step 

Even though I am thrown  I somehow find my way  Somehow I have grown Into something new  Somehow I have grown  Smarter with every step  All that I can say  Is that I will not give up  No matter what comes my way  I will not stop  Because I survive  That is what I do  … Continue reading With every step 

I see the sun

The cage is opened  I have stepped through You unlocked the door I owe my life to you   You gave me the freedom to keep fighting  The strength to push past the door  The strength to pick myself up To find who I was before  I will never forget what you have done  Because … Continue reading I see the sun

Darkness follows continued…

Darkness will follow me wherever I go  In the end everyone goes away  Darkness tells me so Darkness is not my enemy  He is my reality I try to push him aside  But he always finds a way He inflicts the pain  He sees my weakness  He sees my shame  He knows the apathy is … Continue reading Darkness follows continued…

Steady and slow 

As the ground is swept away    My direction is gone  I fight for strength  I fight to hold on  I know longer see  A clear path before me  I know longer know  Which step to take  I know longer see  Past this freaking earth quake I thought I knew before  What I would see … Continue reading Steady and slow 

The land of lost souls

I have come to the land of lost souls Those of us abused and hidden away This is where we stay Those of us lost to this world Those of us in pain This is where we linger This is where we remain Abandoned and distraught Tired and broken We are the tenants of souls … Continue reading The land of lost souls