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The tide 

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I try to push the feeling away  But as the panic rises  I have no control  It bursts through me like a tidal wave There is nothing I can do today  The tide has blown me away  Nyx 

Drifting 

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Underneath the lamplight I lay my weary head Thinking I might be safer But still wishing I was dead A drifter is what I was I guess I still am Drifting from here to there Going no where Stepping forward Then stepping back Waiting for the next swing Bracing myself for the next hit Wondering … Continue reading Drifting 

Believe in you

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There are moments when I lose hope in everyone Then I realize that I do not need them The only thing I need Is to believe in me Nyx

Never slowing down

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As my world spins and spins around me My thoughts a shattered mess I stop to think to myself When is the next test Waiting for the next battle Never resting Never slowing down I only feel peace When I listen to the sound The music soothes my ranting mind When I am chained and … Continue reading Never slowing down

All that is left of me 

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When he looks at me I see  Nothing but love looking back at me  Nothing in this life is certain As I fight this continuous storm  What I do know is that he stays by my side  In this battle he meets my stride  Whether he is near or far away  I know he will … Continue reading All that is left of me 

Another dawn 

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I climb out of the dark  Just to be pulled back in  Another day has dawned  Let the games begin 

My purpose 

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I have been brought into moments of complete despair  But this is how I find my strength  This is how I find hope  I have embarked on a journey  Each stride a lesson to be learned  Each breath drawn is another that I live Each day I am given a gift  Something that is taught … Continue reading My purpose 

Jackal with a latch 

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I wake up and I wait to see  Where these next few steps will take me I am walking away from the life I lived before  To walk alone again once more  There are no serpents in the grass  Just a jackal with a latch  I must be careful as I make my move  I … Continue reading Jackal with a latch