I am sitting here Alone again Silent and still I wish I could say That I am fine But I would only be lying Let them sleep As I bury the pain again Let the apathy set in So I can wake up again tomorrow I feel the emptiness fill me As I listen to … Continue reading Hope lies within my dreams
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Side effects
I feel my chest start pounding But I can not control it The anxiety is growing There is nothing I can do This is the side effect Reminding me of what I went through I can not change What I have done I can not change the past All I can do is keep moving … Continue reading Side effects
Hold on
How did I get here My world has changed Right before my eyes One decision One step forward And once again My life before is gone In a blink that reality No longer exists In this moment my world is foreign I do not know where I am I do not know where I am … Continue reading Hold on
Never again
I feel the pain As I grow weary again There are some things I will never understand All I know for sure Is that I will never be controlled again Nyx
Sometimes I question myself What my reasons are Then I remember Nyx
For the ashes of what once was
As I walk through the trees I feel the breeze It is all I have to calm me In this moment as I grieve For the wishes and dreams I did not receive For the ashes of what once was For the memories that you gave me For the days that I have wept For … Continue reading For the ashes of what once was
No control
The panic hits me Then I crash I cannot control it There is no turning back It starts like a tidal wave Rising and turning My chest starts to pound Then it starts burning I breathe in the air I listen for a sound I feel the world close in around me As the air … Continue reading No control
I wake up and try to think I can do this today I can will the anxiety away
The cost
Today I feel beaten Today I feel lost The toll keeps growing I can’t keep up with the cost Nyx
Words From The Borderline 
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