I wake up and try to think I can do this today I can will the anxiety away
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Anxiety
I try not to worry about tomorrow I try not to worry about yesterday Somehow this doesn’t matter No matter what I tell myself No matter what you say to me Anxiety, It takes away the words you say It takes away my rational mind Until there is nothing left But this electricity is wired … Continue reading Anxiety
I will win again today
When I feel defeated When I want to stay down I find the anger I find it somehow I remember what they have done This is why I fight This is why I have to will myself to move This is why I strive to be better Every single day This is how I find … Continue reading I will win again today
When life beats you down, hit it back
The tears I have not shed
For the arms I have not felt For the tears I have not shed For the loneliness your absence brings For the years of torment and pain I hope you got what you needed from me I hope what you stole was worth it to you You created a monster that day The day you … Continue reading The tears I have not shed
I will never stop fighting
I feel the emptiness as it starts to grow I feel it slip through the cracks It is starting to show My face no longer wants to smile The anger inside me It just continues to build The rage it boils The pain burns As my fists clench I know I will fight you all … Continue reading I will never stop fighting
I have to prevail
The anxiety smoothers me I can no longer breathe Survival is what I need In order to succeed The struggle to keep my head above water It gets harder everyday If only I could find someway To assure I will make it If only I could find someway To feel safe again As my breath … Continue reading I have to prevail
Within my dream
I see what he has done I see the grass that has grown brown I see the trees wither and die around me I see the sky fade into grey I walk away from the dark With every tear I shed With every sting that this nightmare brings I push forward And as I … Continue reading Within my dream
Turning the page
I sit here hoping I can keep This eternal peace that I seek Today I have won I have felt the light Shine down from the sun I have felt the breeze on my face I ran through the woods At my own pace I will keep this hope in my heart As I turn … Continue reading Turning the page
When my soul is gone
Sometimes despair drags me down Through this haze of memories Through years of turmoil My body sinks Until it is anchored down Then the room fills with water As I lay chained to the ground Once again I gulp for air Until I can no longer breathe This is when the emptiness comes This is … Continue reading When my soul is gone
Words From The Borderline 
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