Heart of stone

My heart has hardened Like a ball of stone It sits inside my chest As it beats it cracks and crumbles A little more each day This is what I need A heart covered in stone I need to find myself Before I can go home Nyx

My next journey

I reflect upon my mind I am guided into a path It plunges into shadow Then slowly guides me into the light When I am brought into moments Of complete despair I remember the strength I have I regain a feeling of hope I embark on my journey My next journey through life I will … Continue reading My next journey

No one left

My world has changed again Trying to find my home Feeling so alone The air sweeps me off my feet I feel defeated, I just want to sleep Where do you go When you no longer know Where you belong No one sees me As I fade away There is no one watching There is … Continue reading No one left

Apathy

I lie here Feeling the apathy I need I can no longer feel the pain It became too great again Nyx

Still as stone

I stand alone in the valley Still as stone I wait I hear the footsteps I know it is too late I brace myself Listening as he comes closer I am ready Nyx

Side effects 

I feel my chest start pounding But I can not control it  The anxiety is growing  There is nothing I can do  This is the side effect  Reminding me of what I went through  I can not change  What I have done  I can not change the past  All I can do is keep moving  … Continue reading Side effects 

Hold on 

How did I get here  My world has changed  Right before my eyes  One decision  One step forward  And once again  My life before is gone  In a blink that reality  No longer exists  In this moment my world is foreign  I do not know where I am  I do not know where I am … Continue reading Hold on 

Resilience 

I walk forward  Not looking back Trusting in my instincts  Finding my resolve  Every day I fight  Every day I see  The resilience that is there  Built up inside of me  There is no certainty  In this life  This I know is true  The only thing I do know  Is that you have to believe … Continue reading Resilience 

For the ashes of what once was 

As I walk through the trees  I feel the breeze  It is all I have to calm me  In this moment as I grieve  For the wishes and dreams I did not receive  For the ashes of what once was  For the memories that you gave me  For the days that I have wept  For … Continue reading For the ashes of what once was 

I will not rest 

Here comes another piece of metal  Thrown my way  I raise my shield  Getting angrier every day  I will bring justice  I have no choice  I do not have a sword  But I have my mind  Underestimate me  Then you will see  Your fate is sealed  I will strip your life away  A little more … Continue reading I will not rest