Pain

I feel myself fall Farther and farther I go Into the depths below It never stops This cycle that is my life There is no end to this game I will never be the same As I lay here broken Pieces of me slip away Once again all I feel is pain Nyx

I just want to live

I do not want to think About the things I could regret I do not want to know Anything right now I just want to escape All the things you create These images in my mind The ones that take me back in time I have nothing to say I have nothing to give I … Continue reading I just want to live

On my own

I am still floating in the air I will not know where I am going Until I get there What do you do When the world crashes down Where do you turn When no ones around I keep walking forward Somehow I do Some days are so hard Just to live through Maybe some day … Continue reading On my own

Treading water

Today I feel broken As I push myself to do What needs to be done Once again relying on no one Every turn leads to a wall Before the foundation gives Before I fall I see the water below It lies beneath as the ground gives way I am treading water today Nyx

New beginnings

Things are changing Once again I found an end As a new beginning starts A new path has cleared With all the things I have fought And everything I have feared I make myself walk forward Because it is what I do I adapt because I can This is who I am Nyx

Believe

Everyday I fight I put one foot in front of the other Some days I fall Others I keep walking I try not to think About what has happened before When I think about my past I open a door Within it is this person So lonely and so still She sits there in silence … Continue reading Believe

All I need

I thought I was lost before That was before I opened the door There is no foundation There is no ground I have been looking But I have not found That hand to catch me As I free float in the air All I want is someone to love me All I need is someone … Continue reading All I need

Obstacles

With every obstacle that I face I know there will be another To take its place It does not matter Let them come As long as I am still breathing I will not stop Until I have won Nyx

Not slowing down

One door closes As another opens I have chosen to walk forward Picking paths as I go Not slowing down Until I have found What I am looking for Nyx

Illusions

There is no path Laid clear before me I want my heart to race I want to feel pride I no longer want to worry I no longer want to feel What I want is reason And everything that is real I have seen so many illusions Along the path I have chosen I will … Continue reading Illusions