Broken

I exist in my own hell A busted broken shell I break everyday Nothing takes the pain away There is no song that brings lasting peace There is no wind on my face There is no ground to walk on There is nothing anyone can say Because they all walk away I wish I did … Continue reading Broken

Let go

I barely make it through Everything that I do No matter what I have done I have yet to feel the sun It does not shine upon my face There is no warm welcoming embrace As I find myself here There is no one near No one to wipe away my tears No one to … Continue reading Let go

Keep fighting

I keep fighting Every single day It will never end But I will fight anyway It is all I have ever known All I will ever know I walk this world alone My heart a ball of stone You can not defeat me I will build my empire That will be my home Nyx

Destruction

Alone I sit Trying to make myself numb It is not working today As I push another away I feel the pain in my chest I am attracted to destruction In this attraction I feel no shame It is only myself That I have to blame I am trying to remember something good I just … Continue reading Destruction

As I walk through the storm

He made me cry Before I said goodbye  There is no perfect mix  No one who can see  Who I really am  Who I strive to be  I exist and yet I do not  All my life I have fought  To find the balance that I need  In order to push myself  I need to … Continue reading As I walk through the storm

Is it all in my head ?

I feel the sadness as it starts to spread Is there something wrong Or is it all in my head I do not know where I am going All is feel is my world turning In my chest I feel the pain The ache that never goes away I am lost beyond this world Everyone … Continue reading Is it all in my head ?

You are not alone

The best poets Are the most tortured souls At least that is what I believe The ones who suffer everyday Longing for the pain to subside Hoping that someday they find away To feel the peace they seek everyday In the meantime just know That I hope you find that love you need That I … Continue reading You are not alone

I will not look back

The world it spins Round and round I go In a daze I feel the pain I will never be the same I keep changing As the leather gets thicker around me It keeps me safe I know longer long for anything I know longer long for anyone I am a warrior Alone I walk … Continue reading I will not look back

A warrior

At the core of who I am There is a warrior A fighter that I know is there I remember when I feel the pressure build I remember when I will my heartbeat to slow I remember and I make myself let everything go Because I will keep fighting This is something I must do … Continue reading A warrior

Lingers

I am always reminded Of the uncertainty in this life Of the things that I have lost Of the cruelty Of the ones who look away And the ones who do not stay I am left a wanderer Lost in this world Yet driven to be more than what I am Pushing myself every day … Continue reading Lingers