I am grieving a loss but what do I grieve Is it those few moments of sweet reprieve Is it that feeling that never stays Peace that comes and then goes away Opening up the gateway for the pain as it departs Tearing my heart into smaller parts Parts and pieces are all I … Continue reading What do I grieve
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Today
I’ve been avoiding the sunlight I’ve been avoiding my life I am so tired of many things Most of all I am tired of myself Tired of the shame Tired of the pain Tired of existing as I am What is the point of life If I am unable to live it Why give me … Continue reading Today
Walk away
My perception sees wrong intention Is my perception real Is this sinking feeling justified Take take take That’s what I see She takes takes takes Until there is only a shell of me I used to want to give But sometimes giving is not enough I realize today That sometimes the only answer Is to … Continue reading Walk away
This is not the end
Today I feel so lost I used to be so sure of my direction Where I was going Who I was Who I wanted to be Now I feel myself grow tired Of the frustration each day brings Wondering what is happening to me Feeling this lack of security It is tearing me apart Indecision … Continue reading This is not the end
A warrior with a voice
I feel pride in how far I have come I have fell down more times than I can count But I do get up eventually, and after every fall I remember who I am now What I have grown into A warrior with a voice so loud and clear That people listen now A voice … Continue reading A warrior with a voice
There is a way out of hell
Darkness has reminded me of the agony That sadness brings I will feel euphoria Until it all comes crashing down This is when I feel him near me This is when he brings the pain He is my reminder of who I used to be He is my reminder of the torment I have felt … Continue reading There is a way out of hell
New challenges
Today I wake up to new challenges I am reminded of the uncertainty That each day brings And with each day a new dawn rises Giving me the chance to start again Giving me the energy to push myself forward Because I either rise or fall That decision is mine to make With every step … Continue reading New challenges
Rise
Only from the ashes of who we were Can we rise up to become who we were meant to be Nyx
Finding strength
More than I ever have I have to find the strength I have to believe That I can be better That I can live my life some day Without the pain I felt before With every decision I make With everything that I have left to give I rise today for you For those who … Continue reading Finding strength
Why I exist
Today I felt it all I shared my tale Of heartbreak and pain But I also told them What it is I fight for Why I am still here I have a purpose in this life That is why I have to live it Even though I have fallen Many times before Even though I … Continue reading Why I exist
Words From The Borderline 
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