Without a home

She exists alone again There is no one there To hold her hand She seeks peace within herself Because she has no choice Forward she walks Into the unknown Somber still Without a home Nyx

For just a moment

As she walks away The grass dies beneath her feet The trees are blown from sight The clouds they turn to grey As the storm comes She looks to the sky As the rain falls She closes her eyes For just a moment she feels peace Nyx

Shut it down

In the end I see There will be no one beside me I have to make myself believe That I will be alright someday That somehow I can make myself Shut it down again All the pain inside I have to make it stop Nyx

As I walk through the storm

He made me cry Before I said goodbye  There is no perfect mix  No one who can see  Who I really am  Who I strive to be  I exist and yet I do not  All my life I have fought  To find the balance that I need  In order to push myself  I need to … Continue reading As I walk through the storm

You are not alone

The best poets Are the most tortured souls At least that is what I believe The ones who suffer everyday Longing for the pain to subside Hoping that someday they find away To feel the peace they seek everyday In the meantime just know That I hope you find that love you need That I … Continue reading You are not alone

I will not look back

The world it spins Round and round I go In a daze I feel the pain I will never be the same I keep changing As the leather gets thicker around me It keeps me safe I know longer long for anything I know longer long for anyone I am a warrior Alone I walk … Continue reading I will not look back

Within moments

Life is not a straight path Within moments everything can change Within a conversation Within a glance Within the choice to speak or remain silent Your path will follow those actions Without your control You have to accept it We have to see That every decision we make Leads us to our destiny Nyx

Everyday I will fight

I breathe in the air Tell myself to let go I try to will the anxiety away I need to stay focused I need to find my way I can not give up I will try again To pull myself through I need to find strength in myself I need to find it deep inside … Continue reading Everyday I will fight

A warrior

At the core of who I am There is a warrior A fighter that I know is there I remember when I feel the pressure build I remember when I will my heartbeat to slow I remember and I make myself let everything go Because I will keep fighting This is something I must do … Continue reading A warrior

Let go

I will not look behind me I must be here today I need to let go Of the sorrows from yesterday Because this is what must be done Because this is what I do Every day I rise Trying to forget you You are one of many That I have to let go My heart … Continue reading Let go