Hope

I saw myself in someone else today I wanted to take her hand And give her hope I wanted to tell her I understand Nyx

I win

It's all about beating them That's what keeps me going I always win My heart still beats in my chest I feel the anger build I will never let you destroy me I raise my shield I hold my sword Come and get me Nyx

Born in sin

She walked the world alone Fighting through the images Flashing through her mind Always with a smile Always so kind Underneath it all She feels herself rotting from within She is not from this world She was born in sin Yet she exists And she will keep fighting She will win Nyx

Falling

I sit here and slip away My body shuts down I am lost But I want to be found I am reaching out for help today It is like I am looking back Yet here I am in the present This haze of a person with no core self Please someone help me Please hold … Continue reading Falling

Down below

Like a moth to a flame I fear it will always be the same I feel my skin as it burns I watch the world as it turns It fades from white to black So quickly the flames grow Consuming me completely I have never felt pain so deeply Then I let myself go Falling … Continue reading Down below

Keep fighting

I keep fighting Every single day It will never end But I will fight anyway It is all I have ever known All I will ever know I walk this world alone My heart a ball of stone You can not defeat me I will build my empire That will be my home Nyx

Wandering

She strives for perfection In everything she does The image she portrays Hides everything inside A life she should have lived Love she was denied Through this rejection She never found herself So she will continue Wandering here and there Still striving for perfection Longing for someone to care Nyx

For them

Tomorrow the sun will rise As I close my eyes I see the world turn black Sometimes I want to stay this way Keep them closed forever There are a few things that keep me here So I will open them again tomorrow Push past the sorrow And walk out the door Not for me … Continue reading For them

Until I say goodbye

There is no grey I will hate you today I will love you tomorrow You will be the focus of my feelings You will see my sorrow All I see is black and white Until I say goodbye I can no longer stay It hurts too much inside All I do is wait To hear … Continue reading Until I say goodbye