Hope 

I feel peace in the sunlight  After the storm has passed  I have hope this peace will last  Nyx

Thicker Skin

I wake up today again with hope That I will make it through Anything that comes at me As the tide rips through I have survived so many storms Each storm has left a scar These scars left have hardened me Made my skin thicker than it was before This is what I say to … Continue reading Thicker Skin

Nothing left 

What do you have to be  To exist in this world  What do you have to become  In order to survive it  What do you do  When there is nothing left of you  Nyx 

Drifting 

Underneath the lamplight I lay my weary head Thinking I might be safer But still wishing I was dead A drifter is what I was I guess I still am Drifting from here to there Going no where Stepping forward Then stepping back Waiting for the next swing Bracing myself for the next hit Wondering … Continue reading Drifting 

Hoping I make it back to you

Life is an endless array of obstacles This I know is true All I do is bear it and keep going All I do is hope I make it through These obstacles block the way home They make me crawl inside myself Longing to be alone I always see them coming These obstacles you see … Continue reading Hoping I make it back to you

Not sorry

"I am not sorry for what I had to become in order to survive." Schuyler Peck

Believe in you

There are moments when I lose hope in everyone Then I realize that I do not need them The only thing I need Is to believe in me Nyx

A lion who fears no one

When the walls cave in on me  When it is too dark to see  I feel the anger beneath my skin  It is part of the darkness buried within The rage pushes me forward  It gives me strength  I have reached a path  A path of no return  If you are in my gaze  You … Continue reading A lion who fears no one

Never slowing down

As my world spins and spins around me My thoughts a shattered mess I stop to think to myself When is the next test Waiting for the next battle Never resting Never slowing down I only feel peace When I listen to the sound The music soothes my ranting mind When I am chained and … Continue reading Never slowing down

My purpose 

I have been brought into moments of complete despair  But this is how I find my strength  This is how I find hope  I have embarked on a journey  Each stride a lesson to be learned  Each breath drawn is another that I live Each day I am given a gift  Something that is taught … Continue reading My purpose