My King

You are the ground beneath my feet as I walk You are the sun on my skin that warms me and brings me strength You are the moon that lights the way for me so that I can see throughout the darkness of night You are my King standing beside me always ready to fight … Continue reading My King

A new path

Have I finally found the one It sure feels that way Nothing is the way it was before I feel hope again I felt it as soon as he walked through my door I see a new path before me Instead of walking blindly I have found my way To do what I was meant … Continue reading A new path

Exist as I am

It is hard to ignore this loneliness I feel this need for connection A connection to someone else In the meantime I lay here Listening as the clock keeps ticking Aware of time that is passing by Knowing that being here alone is not enough But accepting it anyway This is what is best I … Continue reading Exist as I am

Happily ever after

I try to cherish these moments These moments of clarity These moments when I feel ok This fleeting time has come and gone The hours and days go faster All I can do is hope that some day I will find my happily ever after Nyx

This face

What have I become Who was I before I do not recognize This face I see reflected at me Maybe I am already Everything I was meant to be Nyx

Facing fear

This was the first year of my life That I stopped the cycle The cycle that led me back To the high of the chase Then the low from the agony There has been a void That my mind used to fill I have lived this year Facing the thing I fear the most I … Continue reading Facing fear

Humbled

A path I thought was certain Is no longer there for me I know I must accept this But the anxiety burns my chest I was so sure of myself So sure of who I would be So sure of what I would do It filled me with joy These thoughts of the path I … Continue reading Humbled

A warrior with a voice

I feel pride in how far I have come I have fell down more times than I can count But I do get up eventually, and after every fall I remember who I am now What I have grown into A warrior with a voice so loud and clear That people listen now A voice … Continue reading A warrior with a voice

Faith

Uncertainty ruled my thoughts today But self reflection guided me Onto a better path It showed me what I needed to see There is no certainty in the steps we take in life But there is faith in a future that can be bright Nyx