I have moments of peace They do not last long Then I feel the pain As I try to sing along Sometimes words may help me Sometimes they do not All I know for sure Is peace is all I have ever sought No matter how much I have cried No matter how much I … Continue reading I have lost all hope
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Lost to this world
I feel numb Lost to this world I am fading Fading into nothing I no longer care About anything at all All I want to do is free fall Free fall to nothing Close my eyes Feel the air Pushing against my skin I feel the darkness push me further As I slowly disappear Farther … Continue reading Lost to this world
Drifting
Underneath the lamplight I lay my weary head Thinking I might be safer But still wishing I was dead A drifter is what I was I guess I still am Drifting from here to there Going no where Stepping forward Then stepping back Waiting for the next swing Bracing myself for the next hit Wondering … Continue reading Drifting
How I breathe today
When I reflect When I stop When I think about Where I come from All I feel is pain An agony so piercing An agony so deep It is all consuming This agony I feel What I wouldn't give For it not to be real These images of my past And all the pain that … Continue reading How I breathe today
No more tears today
At this moment I trust no one At this moment my hope in others is gone I feel no joy in the company that I keep My heart has been ripped open By all of the promises that have been broken I shed no more tears today I have said all there is to say … Continue reading No more tears today
Yearning for peace
Once again I feel my chest cave in I feel my head ache I long for an escape I long for peace from this life I long to escape today Go somewhere far away Sometimes I dream of being someone else Ignorant to the world around me I do not want to be aware of … Continue reading Yearning for peace
Jackal with a latch
I wake up and I wait to see Where these next few steps will take me I am walking away from the life I lived before To walk alone again once more There are no serpents in the grass Just a jackal with a latch I must be careful as I make my move I … Continue reading Jackal with a latch
Float away
I feel my skin burn within I feel my heart shatter I cannot help but ask myself Why does anything matter I try to make it through each day I try to hold my head high I show a smile upon my face A smile that isn't real All I want is peace from this … Continue reading Float away
Break the silence
Sometimes I think that I am beaten Sometimes I think that I am done That is when I stop and remember Everything that you have done These actions drive me forward These memories that you made You were the one I trusted My life was in your hands Everything I did to make you proud … Continue reading Break the silence
Away from the light
At this moment all I yearn for is death All I yearn for is peace Peace from the darkness that haunts me Peace from the pain What I would not give for eternal rest To not wake up tomorrow To not have to pretend To just say good bye to yesterday And cease to exist … Continue reading Away from the light
Words From The Borderline 
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